well maybe not. i'll wait for blockboo nalang. atleast yun may kwenta at di pa nagugulo utak ko. it's on july 4-16. bwahaha. but since i'm fuming right now, frat boys still suck ass. camille saw this poster sa engg that said FAG. then i blurted out this twisted idea of running by their place and shouting fag! haay. sandy you are hopeless.
i am hopeless. i'm still not enrolled and that will definitely last til tuesday. i reached the point where i had my 19 units and was only looking for a pe. now i'm back to 16 and have to prerog on tuesday morning. this un-enrollment will definitely last til tuesday. crap! plus, i have two freshie instructors, one says everything twice and the other is a handsome gossip, who kaye has a crush on. haha. so much for that. the highlight of the week was probably elline visiting and taking a picture with me and kaye. pano naman kasi, i didn't get to watch the brazil-croatia game. binalita lang sakin na siyempre brazil won 1-0. kaka scored before halftime. i love you kaka. ahah! further proof of my hopelessness!
i miss the boy who held me just right.
i miss the boy who made me smile.
i miss the boy who sang to me under the stars.
i miss the boy who made me close my eyes.
i miss the boy who did what he had to do.
i miss the boy who said good morning, good night and everything in between.
i miss the boy. i miss THAT boy. is that so hard to understand?hmm. i think the world is trying to tell me to spend more time on things i've neglected. thank you everyone. you're the best friends in the world :)
FA30 please make me happy *crossesfingers*
spark hope
monday is starbucks day. i'm so looking forward to it.
enrollment isn't over yet. i can't really rejoice, not yet nor ever. i am now a citizen of the mountain. hello bs mining engineering. hello chem 17. well i still need math+pe+cwts+chem17 or (ge+es1) for myself. i was thinking of getting cheerdancing or pilates. someone else needs 2pe+physics71+71.1+2ge or (chE2+ge). elp? anyone? any suggestions? oh well. hello prerog dates :)
the worst part of this week was when i was told i had to pass an appeal. what a forkin day bugger. it just brought useless panicking, stupid fights, and not so shallow tears. our heads got derailed for a day thanks to that damn yellow paper. it turned out that i was doing the right thing to begin with. my plan was actually the right one.
and now we CHANGE. last chance.
chicken!
oh crap. hindi ko kinaya yung the omen. medyo nabugbog ko yata yung katabi ko sa kaka-duck during scary shit. medyo bitin yung movie. pangit yung ending. ang yabang ko pa magyaya manuod kasi triple 6 ngayon. sabi ko pa hindi nakakatakot yung kid kasi napanuod ko yung interview niya sa isang tv show. pero shit talaga. i might get nightmares ala emily rose or something. damn scary psychological shit is the worse. the woooorse! naisip namin kanina, ang malas naman nung mga pinanganak today. they're like devil children or somethng. haha. kidding. naisip ko, paano yung devil child dun sa movie? pag napanuod ba niya yun matatakot siya? same goes for all the scary movie kids like samara. sasabihin ba niya oy ako yun ah? or will he hide like a little coward just like me? happy birthday nalang sa lahat ng may birthday ngayon.
memorable yata tong araw na toh. tiga area 1 na ko. nightmare or blessing in disguise?
speaking of chickens and birthdays...
june
7
hahahahappy bibibibirthday maria margarita flores!
- you're m.i.a.
- you don't get to participate in lesbo action or ishlurp!
- you don't get to be in many pics
- at sasakalin ka ni meia. lol. kidding!
atleast he got to meet 10/13 and i got to see my hair in action :)
so long so long
tada! i finally did it because i was hoping for some kind of release. but alas, my efforts were futile and i still feel this constant shortness of breath and squeezing of chest. dammnit, i am still alive and i look like an anime character. crapacrapacrapa that haircut cost me yesterday's lunch. i was thinking of not posting a pic so that i could surprise some folks but a lot of my friends don't recognize me. one guy stared for a minute before realization struck. then one even hesitated to come up to me despite noticing the lakad sandy. haha. you know who you are and i love you. and HE stared at the floor where his love lay. the hair that use to lie on my head. oh well, thanks to every one who love it for loving it. i'm still getting these episodes. ugh. enrollment's coming and it's scaring me shitless. ahoy! aj's quitting smoking! crap. the feeling \/ stays.
omg she sounds just like gela.
