give me a hug.

*Monday, June 26, 2006

tambayan-chocolate kiss-up film center-katipunan-lisa's house-home adventure :)

*Saturday, June 24, 2006

if black is the absence of all colors, what happens if you delete black?

maybe you'd come out with nothing. but then again, what is nothing? if i delete black, maybe i'd come out with this jarring feeling of emptiness. MAYBE. the fear of the unknown is frightening and i am chicken shit.

black hole. an object with such a strong gravitational pull that no matter or energy can escape from it. it is believed to form when stars collapse in upon themselves. a thing into which objects disappear and are not expected to be seen again.

side topic. FA30 is making me happy. it's art pleasures and there's no harm in admiring beauty. plus, the course description is the fun art of enjoying art. i think i'll also be trying to do that with math. noh kaye? hahaha. we're more like the former master than we thought :)

it's funny how recent events remind me of my childhood of not so long ago, when i shot my pellet gun at that fat kid's tummy. away- bati- away- bati. we went at it for weeks. the only difference now is the addition of malabo to the unending circus. why can't it be as simple as before, when we knew who we wouldn't share our lollipops with?

don't we all just wish we were kids again? instead of acting like some.

*Saturday, June 17, 2006

frat boys suck

well maybe not. i'll wait for blockboo nalang. atleast yun may kwenta at di pa nagugulo utak ko. it's on july 4-16. bwahaha. but since i'm fuming right now, frat boys still suck ass. camille saw this poster sa engg that said FAG. then i blurted out this twisted idea of running by their place and shouting fag! haay. sandy you are hopeless.

i am hopeless. i'm still not enrolled and that will definitely last til tuesday. i reached the point where i had my 19 units and was only looking for a pe. now i'm back to 16 and have to prerog on tuesday morning. this un-enrollment will definitely last til tuesday. crap! plus, i have two freshie instructors, one says everything twice and the other is a handsome gossip, who kaye has a crush on. haha. so much for that. the highlight of the week was probably elline visiting and taking a picture with me and kaye. pano naman kasi, i didn't get to watch the brazil-croatia game. binalita lang sakin na siyempre brazil won 1-0. kaka scored before halftime. i love you kaka. ahah! further proof of my hopelessness!

i miss the boy who held me just right.
i miss the boy who made me smile.
i miss the boy who sang to me under the stars.
i miss the boy who made me close my eyes.
i miss the boy who did what he had to do.
i miss the boy who said good morning, good night and everything in between.
i miss the boy. i miss THAT boy. is that so hard to understand?

hmm. i think the world is trying to tell me to spend more time on things i've neglected. thank you everyone. you're the best friends in the world :)

FA30 please make me happy *crossesfingers*

*Saturday, June 10, 2006

spark hope

monday is starbucks day. i'm so looking forward to it.

enrollment isn't over yet. i can't really rejoice, not yet nor ever. i am now a citizen of the mountain. hello bs mining engineering. hello chem 17. well i still need math+pe+cwts+chem17 or (ge+es1) for myself. i was thinking of getting cheerdancing or pilates. someone else needs 2pe+physics71+71.1+2ge or (chE2+ge). elp? anyone? any suggestions? oh well. hello prerog dates :)

the worst part of this week was when i was told i had to pass an appeal. what a forkin day bugger. it just brought useless panicking, stupid fights, and not so shallow tears. our heads got derailed for a day thanks to that damn yellow paper. it turned out that i was doing the right thing to begin with. my plan was actually the right one.

and now we CHANGE. last chance.

*Tuesday, June 06, 2006

chicken!

oh crap. hindi ko kinaya yung the omen. medyo nabugbog ko yata yung katabi ko sa kaka-duck during scary shit. medyo bitin yung movie. pangit yung ending. ang yabang ko pa magyaya manuod kasi triple 6 ngayon. sabi ko pa hindi nakakatakot yung kid kasi napanuod ko yung interview niya sa isang tv show. pero shit talaga. i might get nightmares ala emily rose or something. damn scary psychological shit is the worse. the woooorse! naisip namin kanina, ang malas naman nung mga pinanganak today. they're like devil children or somethng. haha. kidding. naisip ko, paano yung devil child dun sa movie? pag napanuod ba niya yun matatakot siya? same goes for all the scary movie kids like samara. sasabihin ba niya oy ako yun ah? or will he hide like a little coward just like me? happy birthday nalang sa lahat ng may birthday ngayon.

memorable yata tong araw na toh. tiga area 1 na ko. nightmare or blessing in disguise?

speaking of chickens and birthdays...

june 7

hahahahappy bibibibirthday maria margarita flores!

*Sunday, June 04, 2006

lesbo action and the downside of bringing your guy to a party

you're m.i.a.
you don't get to participate in lesbo action or ishlurp!
you don't get to be in many pics
at sasakalin ka ni meia. lol. kidding!

atleast he got to meet 10/13 and i got to see my hair in action :)

*Saturday, June 03, 2006

so long so long

tada! i finally did it because i was hoping for some kind of release. but alas, my efforts were futile and i still feel this constant shortness of breath and squeezing of chest. dammnit, i am still alive and i look like an anime character. crapacrapacrapa that haircut cost me yesterday's lunch. i was thinking of not posting a pic so that i could surprise some folks but a lot of my friends don't recognize me. one guy stared for a minute before realization struck. then one even hesitated to come up to me despite noticing the lakad sandy. haha. you know who you are and i love you. and HE stared at the floor where his love lay. the hair that use to lie on my head. oh well, thanks to every one who love it for loving it. i'm still getting these episodes. ugh. enrollment's coming and it's scaring me shitless. ahoy! aj's quitting smoking! crap. the feeling \/ stays.

omg she sounds just like gela.