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my name was taken from some place in south america. i like to paint weird colors on my nails. i dress up by mood. i am moody. i'm camera happy. i'm a party person. i want to stop. i go out a whole lot. i procrastinate a lot. i am delayed. i make bad decisions. dancing is a passion i haven't been acting upon. i still love it.the same goes for soccer and wall-climbing. i love to cuddle. i have a boyfriend whom i have nothing in common with. i can live without food but i shouldn't. i crave for isaw most of the time. i make poorly proportioned art that i love. i have clutter, financial, time-management, & commitment issues. it's messed up. Yahoo status dyna_mite29 here's more about me.

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*Monday, January 30, 2006

sorry for being dramatic the other day.

the middle toenail of my right foot died. today. rest in peace -_-

i'm ok now.
i'm actually happy because he's going to be my brother next year.
haha. that's so malabo. but it's true.
i'm excited.

i swear. even without the booze.
tomorrow's gonna be the day.
i'm so tired of all these depressive events.
i'm tired of waiting.
you're gonna be my brother and you have no choice. haha.

i'm so happy i have all of you.
i love you all :)

sandy. kinilig. yihee.

*Wednesday, January 25, 2006

"drink. enjoy. flirt"

that's a spoiler from the 3rd season of the OC.
Thank you maan for every episode of heaven on earth :)

i just finished taking a good, long, warm bath. Ang sarap.
i felt really stinky and "stressed out" na kasi. haha. kapal.
well, not the stinky part. sweat it out on a funny fun day :)

we had the 2nd am shoot today. i was late. what do you expect? so sorry :(
it was at phan. super wacky sana 'cause it was at up, home of the whacked. haha.
but am's kinda sick today. hope you feel better dear.
we headed to katips after, where kaye buried me. with her hirits. haha. conyotic ah.

people came and went. and a stick of black bat disintegrated. yeah boi! one lang!
kaye and i decided to have a spa day :)
pink max is awesome. money well spent noh kaye?
a hundred and fifty pesos for nail art on all your ten fingers.
it's where mico's used to be. i'm not inis anymore that mico's closed. haha.
i just had my fingernails cleaned.
hangnails from last week gave me lots of booboos na kasi. nabalatan. ick. haha.

i didn't get the toesies done 'cause it'd be stupid since i was going jogging after.
so i went to moro na. hindi ako nang-indian. yeah boi :)
i think i did more laps than you did, johnnyboy. haha.
two ovals yesterday and that many laps today. my legs hurt like shit ah.
but we ate at jabee. so did all that stuff count? haha. i have hopes for you johnny.

i can't take it that i'm still stuck on how rocky looks.
of all the uaap players there, i looked for tenorio, who had his last season na.
bat nagtaka ka pa john? i tend to like short-ish guys with six packs, killer-smiles and large-ish heads and noses. i realized that #7 shouldn't be in the list na. so there. haha.

having the pedi done after jogging was a great idea.
sarap. footsie massage. so relaxing.
panalo na sana kaso biglang umulan. wow. but it's okay since i just had them cleaned.
haha. i've lost my fervency for eye-catching stuff na. i think.
pero asuh. laki ko paring pansinin eh. haha. see previous entry. haha. right?

i'm trying to "detoxify" my being. wag na humirit, since it's only trying.
so i'll do my prelab na. good night. i love you. mwah.

shameless plug: my dear 2 faggots. fair niyo sa friday. di ka nagsasabi faggot #1. boo. haha. pax :)

*Saturday, January 21, 2006

Pang-masa

a term coined by a friend to describe her/our God-given "aura".
It's truck-drivers-waiters-doms-pervs-posers galore.
It's sad and unfortunate, but there is no use in denying it.
All we can do is think above it.
How is that?
Treat each other with the respect we deserve.
Give compliments all the time, even if they're in the form of jokes :)
Watch each other's backs.
All for one and one for all. I love you guys :)

Yeah yeah. What the fuck am I talking about?

Situation A:
It was around 7pm and M,A,C,K,S were walking along E.A. St.
They were going to LJGR from HS to wait for C,A.
It was a not-so-short walk, but they should've just ridden a trike.
From the opposite direction, a man riding a bicycle passed them by.
"I love you."
S shreiked. She covered her face and wanted to cry.
The man was old. No, he was ancient. He was ugly and could be considered their house boy/lolo already.
There was one common thing that was going through C,S,K's head.
"The nerve of that man."
A made a joke about it, but they didn't feel any better.
It just aggravated how sucky it was to be that, pang-masa.
From their memories came Situation B.


Situation B:
Girl decided to eat chicken.
While waiting for her chicken, a waiter came up to her.
"Where do you live?"
"In (name of place here)"
"That's so far. Can I have your number?"
"Ugh. NO."
Once again. The nerve of that man.
The girl is too rich,smart and pretty for him.
She is a customer.
She will never eat in that establishment ever again.


You might be saying,

"It's ok sometimes. You get compliments AND free gravy. Freebies! Who wouldn't like that?"

I don't mean to offend anyone or make anyone feel horrible. I know it happens to almost all of us. I am not a special case. And now we sing...

"You are not alone. I am here with you...you are not. you are not." -Michael Jordan Jackson :)


Think woman think. Don't settle for pang-masa.

Itaas ang bandera ng kababaihan! Join UP Babaylan!
hahahaha. Sorry. I'm just kidding :)

*Friday, January 20, 2006

get ready to hear this a lot this year. this will burry all that "that's hott" crap. it's substantial, frank and down-right straight-to-the point, of life, that is. haha :)

gah. i can't think of anything to say that would give justice to one of the best, if not THE BEST, films of the year, JARHEAD. I mean, fine, Spielberg's Munich is showing this year and will be tackling political issues as well, but does it have THIS?



i think not. haha. i'm kidding. watch the movie. watch his naked ass video.

don't think i took this movie lightly.
it dealt with the issues of war,love,life,brotherhood,nationalism and everything else that matters. All these were shown with so much vulgarity, frankness and reality that, even the self-righteous, would choke on their own words. Some people really would die to kill. And your girlfriend really is doing it with your brother.

Explicit with a capital E, it perfectly showed how fucked up life is.
No Pretentions. No Censorship. with regards to the truth, that is. Hello??
In the desert, you can only be yourself. Drive yourself up the not-existent wall, and still, you are and can only be - yourself.

You're in the suck! Face it!

oh, and the cinematography, pure genius. It was like experiencing heaven and hell, or heaven in hell, at the same time. I quote maan. "Feeling ko mananalo nga yan ng Oscar for best cinematography..." Never did I think that I would ever, even remotely, consider going to sunny Saudi Arabia. And that's not thinking of Jake Gyllenhaal yet!

Jake Gyllenhaal. Swoff. Tony.
I have to admit; I drooled. I'm obsessed. gah. so hot. tongue tied. in shit. still hot. under the desert sun. sizzling. gah. so tongue tied. an angel. an ass. a friend. a boyfriend. a nerd. a musician. i'm spoiling it for you. haha. He'll make you laugh your brains out, cry your heart out, jump for joy, cringe in pain. He's everything :)

As i told Am, I laugh, cried, daydreamed, cringed, cussed, hated and loved, all at the same time :)

Comedy. Action. Gore. Stupidity. Reality. Drama. Hottie-studded.
Jarhead was full of it, the shit, the dope, the everything.

OO-RAH!

*Wednesday, January 18, 2006

LET'S PARTY GIRLS!

notice the ascending order of the opening of the mouths. lol. the am shoot.

walangmaisipnacollectivename/s. tribu drew's this friday. or something. haha:)

oh. we "partied" alright. it wasn't a mess. it was just messy. haha. I love you guys. mwah!


Pick a band/artist/album + Answer using only titles of their songs:
dashboard confessional

Are you male or female:
Hey Girl, For Justin

Describe yourself:
The Best Deceptions, Age Six Racer, This Ruined Puzzle

How do some people feel about you:
Ghost of a Good Thing, Am I Missing, The Brilliant Dance, Turpentine Chaser

How do you feel about yourself:
So impossible, Rapid Hope Loss, Drowning

Describe your ex:
Screaming Infidelities, This Bitter Pill, Hold On

Describe your views on your significant other or crush:
For You to Notice, So Beautiful

Describe what you want:
Morning Calls, Shirts and Gloves, Saints and Sailors

Describe how you live:
If You Can't Leave It Be, The Good Fight, Bend and Not Break

Describe how you love:
As Lovers Go, Hands Down, So Long So Long

Share a few words of wisdom:
Remember to Breathe, Carve Your Heart Out Yourself


sorry the answers are so sad. it's emo afterall.
i'd be so happy if they had a song entitled sunshine :)

*Tuesday, January 17, 2006

ease the pain. if any :)



lately, i've been obsessing over fall out boy.
this particular gag video makes me laugh so hard.
it's my only glee at the moment, how tragic. haha :)

meia,ross and i watched it together once.
meia said i showed signs of depression. or something :)
i think i'm just being emo.

the song's actually quite deep.

SUGAR WE'RE GOING DOWN

Am I more than you bargained for yet
I've been dying to tell you anything you want to hear
Cause that's just who I am this week
Lie in the grass, next to the mausoleum
I'm just a notch in your bedpost
But you're just a line in a song
(A notch in your bedpost, but you're just a line in a song)

Drop a heart, break a name
We're always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team

We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it
[x2]

Is this more than you bargained for yet
Oh don't mind me I'm watching you two from the closet
Wishing to be the friction in your jeans
Isn't it messed up how I'm just dying to be him
I'm just a notch in your bedpost
But you're just a line in a song
(Notch in your bedpost, but you're just a line in a song)

Drop a heart, break a name
We're always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team

We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it
[x2]

Down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it

We're going down, down in an earlier round (Take aim at myself)
And Sugar, we're going down swinging (Take back what you said)
I'll be your number one with a bullet (Take aim at myself)
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it

We're going down, down (down, down)
Down, down (down, down)
We're going down, down (down, down)
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it

We're going down, down in an earlier round (Take aim at myself)
And Sugar, we're going down swinging (Take back what you said)
I'll be your number one with a bullet (Take aim at myself)
A loaded God complex,cock it and pull it.


I don't have a God complex. gah.
I know people who do. It's fine.
I still love them for ALL that they are.
I am no self-righteous bastard. hah.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANNINE DU MACACHOR
I MISS AND LOVE YOU SO MUCH


*Thursday, January 12, 2006

i'm the shite. uh-huh uh-huh.

today wasn't a kilig day. wtf are kilig days noh? haha.
it wasn't even a good day all-in-all.
but i'm not the sad type of person. paranoid,yes. pessimistic,no.
so what type of person are you? the type that's full of it :)
there were cutesy parts of my day and that's enough to make me smile :)

i missed two classes today. way to go ms. new year's resolution.
i didn't know how i would go to up kasi. i only had 22 pesos left this morning.
i prepped for my third class nalang. i called tita precy for 40 pesos load.
i then rode a jeep from katips to the up-balara gate.
i took another jeep and went down near engg and walked to cal from there.
i bumped into enzo and borrowed some moolah.
i went to my class. 0 energy.
i stopped by the itlugan to get a half-long. fencer was there. he was the only crushee i saw today.
i went to my lab and watched myself leech off my lab partner. i'm soo sorry.
while the fudgeroo was discussing the 567postlabs, i copied them off my partner's.
yes. harap harapan. garapalan. buti nalang nasasagot ko yung mga tanong nung recitation.
i finished all three postlabs during the lab period. crap. i'm still such a slacker. where's the greatly anticipated change?
i went to casaa. i didn't see any of my gal pals today. except for ange pala.
i stayed with the wise ass boys for a while. haha.
then i called enzo.

msri.
ah ok.
Nsri.
ikaw?
casaa...
daanan ka namin sa itlugan.
ok.
bye."



"san yung Nsri?
hah? ano yun?
diba sa mbb yun?
ang layo naman.
san yung Nsri?
baka msri. dun yun sa...
taenang nsri yan. haha.
sorry. binggi. yun yung narinig ko eh."


and because i'm not the sad type. bentang benta na sakin yan. hahaha :)
so i went to the itlugan nalang. not leaving casaa without some perverted bullcrap from joba. haha.
we passed through the as walk+chem building.

"ui nakwento ko na ba sayo?
uh.alin?hindi.
oh nakwento ko na yata sayo.
ay hindi nga eh.
diba yung nakasalubong natin yung __ ko sa __. dun palang sabi ko na sa sarili ko.
nako. tatanungin ako niyan mamaya.
tapos akala ko nakatakas na ko.
biglang tinawag ako ng __ ko.
tinanong kung sino yung __?
sinabi pala nung __ ko sa kanya.
ahahahaha. sayang noh? maling tao. (hindi mo yata na-gets.) blah. blah. blah.
bakit ganon pag babae? pag lalaki naman di tinatanong.
haha. gusto mo itanong sayo pag lalaki? ang lala mo. haha."



and once again, because i'm not the sad type of person. bentang-benta parin sakin.hahaha :)
ange was there at the itlugan. kain kain muna kami.
i was calling kaycoo.
then she texted me.

"___ 's pooping pa."


that was so adorable and funny :)
so they fetched me na sa itlugan and we went to katips.
everyone's so moohlahless nowadays. haay. haha.
i think we were at wok when enzo said this.

"hinahanap ka nila #7 yesterday."


i said my pa-humble and kunwari-hindi-kinikilig replies.
but that reaaaaaaaaaalllllly made my day :)haha.
especially since i've been reading his blog kahit masakit sa mata. haha.
it's my duddy's birthday today.
i thought they were going here for dinner.
the celebration was at the house in makati na.
so i decide to go there nalang coz i love my duddy muchmuch.
i text my gr.6 crush to ask if he could accompany me to makati.
fetch nalang daw niya ko sa dorm ng 6-6:30. with driver and all.
we left at around 8. yipeeyahoowahooey :)
our short time together was too confusing for me to talk about. as usual.
haha. it was fun. as usual.
i couldn't help asking about #1 though. zip it sandy.
i miss you. so sad i lost gr6 :(
we parted ways when i miraculously got a cab at makati ave. at 9pm. wow.
the short cab ride was the highlight of my day. i think.

"bat di mo sinama yung boyfriend mo?
haha. manong hindi ah.
ano mo ba yun?
wala manong.
ano status niyo?
wala. haha. di ko alam.
nanliligaw ba? mahina noh?
haha.
ay mahina nga. dapat wag mo na paasahin.nako. ikaw rin. baka ma-develop yan.
haha. diba okay yun?
bat nga di mo sinama?
kasi manong. hindi pwede. blah blah blah. birthday ng duddy ko.
sigurado ka hindi kayo? kasi kinikilig kayo kanina eh.
hahahaha."


in the short 20 minute cab ride, we managed to talk about me,gr6,college,eurocarnival,Kris Aquino,my love life,my lolo,the army.
he even clapped his hands when he knew i was from up and he's from ateneo. haha.
we passed by a car that broke down. he said that if only he didn't have a passenger. he woul've helped.that man's one of those people i'll never forget. i can't express how thankful i am to God for meeting him. he so reminds me of the waiter from waiterrant. it's those short encounters that affect you in the most profound of ways :) i didn't get to say goodbye properly though. sayang. to the driver and gr6
i stayed at home or less than an hour.
i greeted papa. i ate dinner. i bonded with my family.
i had this warm cozy feeling in my heart. something i haven't felt in a long time. told you the driver had a profound effect on me :)
i got some clothes. because some of the clothes i brought to the dorm don't fit me anymore. and i have to prep for my friday the 13th escapade with kaye tomorrow. haha.
i weighed myself.
I GAINED 4 POUNDS
i am happy : )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA :)
I LOVE YOU <3

*Friday, January 06, 2006

crush list

inspired by im-ing with breechy. haha :)
here goes...

big fisher. last year ko pa siya crush. haha. "bata" pa siya. only my ateneo friends know.

tribal. i first laid eyes on him before our turn during engg week's smoker's night. may tribal logo siya sa likod nun. and it seems, mahilig talaga siya sa tribal. halata na.

tic-tac-toe. last year pa rin siya. sa kanya ako nagka-stupid moment. matigas na tiyan is a good thing. naku.

kuya. nakakamiss yung dati. nandiyan siya parati pag di ako makatulog. one text away lang. pag malungkot ako malungot din daw siya. hindi siya matutulog hangga't mapangiti niya ko. gaga kasi ako kasi pinafeel ko sa kanya na hindi na siya yung favorite kong kuya. mahal ko toh.

X. ex ng friend ko. alam ko masama at pagiging hypocrite. pero ito na siguro yung pinaka-joke sa lahat. promise.

enzo. crush din siya ng pinsan ko. nerdy. bs physics sa up. smoldering eyes. mala enrique iglesias ang dating. haha. nakita ko lang siya nung isan araw sa cantina.

LUIS MEDINA. ayan. bow down. malupit daw siya. yeah boi.

dami noh??
yung 5 friends ko. 2 yung watching-from-a-distance. which is sooo good. kasi mas nakakakilig pag may mystery. haha. oo ka nalang. if you know the 2, don't introduce me to them please.
well.i'm free to have as many crushes as i want since wala na naman kami ni 29.
sabi ko nga. happy new year. year of the new :)

hmm. siguro yung "pinaka". si #1 na. kaya ko nga siguro linagay sa 1 diba?
medyo badtrip nga lang ako sa kanya ngayon kasi tinulugan niya ko. haha.
i'll see 'em soon. very soon :)

*Tuesday, January 03, 2006

bored,with friends and have money to spare?

great :)
go to town.
not out-of-town. just town.
but it might as well have been out-of-town
sa haba ba naman ng biyahe eh.
saya. spontaneity at its best.
minalas ako nung papunta.haha.
busog naman ako nung pauwi.
lets do it again ha?
;p

*Sunday, January 01, 2006

New Year's Resolution/s

1. Pumasok :)
2. magka-bagong crush ;)