tada! i finally did it because i was hoping for some kind of release. but alas, my efforts were futile and i still feel this constant shortness of breath and squeezing of chest. dammnit, i am still alive and i look like an anime character. crapacrapacrapa that haircut cost me yesterday's lunch. i was thinking of not posting a pic so that i could surprise some folks but a lot of my friends don't recognize me. one guy stared for a minute before realization struck. then one even hesitated to come up to me despite noticing the lakad sandy. haha. you know who you are and i love you. and HE stared at the floor where his love lay. the hair that use to lie on my head. oh well, thanks to every one who love it for loving it. i'm still getting these episodes. ugh. enrollment's coming and it's scaring me shitless. ahoy! aj's quitting smoking! crap. the feeling \/ stays.

omg she sounds just like gela.