give me a hug.

*Wednesday, November 30, 2005

sweet november

it starred charlize theron and keanu reeves.
i've watched it dozens of times, partly because it's my "29" movie.
i haven't seen it recently. that's not why i'm blabbing about it.

it just seems that november loves me.

it's the only month that dared to. too bad it ends today.

it gave me three. imagine that.
i wouldn't exactly call it being blessed, for the first was an unfortunate icky disaster.
thinking about it still gives me goosebumps. swear. sometimes, it even makes me puke.

i have 29. what more could i ask for?

nothing more. but november loves me and it keeps on giving.
it loves me every single year. i should atleast love it back, right?

what a predicament ey? i bet some of you want to choke me right now.

i did watch a movie today. Prime starring Uma Thurman, Meryl Streep and Bryan Greenberg.
it was uber funny yet heart-felt. i felt warm inside. yuckos to dramatizing. haha.
but i got a bit cold outside though.
i was never a fan of pokemon, but wasn't there one named slowpoke?

nakakatakot nga talaga akong maging girlfriend.

hurrah to ORs! and to the endless occurances that prove that my eyes aren't shallow.

*hugs&kisses*

Good night dear sweet novembers.

*Tuesday, November 29, 2005

let's party cause it's a tuesday. tsk.

"inebriation at 12 noon last tuesday, right after my math class, while singing "crush" by mandy moore on the karaoke machine."

now that's a tippler's type of sentence, wouldn't you say?

"birit paul birit!"

i have to say, jo-e's turning out quiet nicely. *laughs*
but i actually expected him to be this/that way after six years of absolutely no contact whatsoever.
i did tell about rocky today.
duh?? it's lovely 29! monthsary :p

after ardz, we went to the jma orsem at balay kalinaw.
i'm really comfortable with them. nevermind that they're ultra "coño" in other people's eyes, i love 'em! and the way those "other people" think is just so typical for *ehemprobinsyanasehem*
three letters; S P R , the hottest! *laughs*

we went to shade right after the orsem for further inebriation (:
maca's aw-sum and don walked me home at 10:59. sakto!

*Monday, November 28, 2005

broken nose

fine.
it's more like bruised than broken.
it still hurts like shit.
die bitch die.

*Sunday, November 27, 2005

moving on...

naman eh!
didn't i just post something entitled "sick of the -y" ???
yun pa talaga of all the names!
sean look-alike papatayin ako ni joel!
oh no! philanderer pa!

*cries*

TAE!!!

*Saturday, November 26, 2005

status: atenista fever

*sigh*
i possess the passionate longing to be one.
it's even accompanied by the pride.
plus! they're hott = fever :p
i am truly one at heart.

i'm getting my computer on monday,
but i probably still won't be updating that much.
but, then again, i love eating...my words.

ieclub joined the upsilon sigma phi's car stuffin' contest.
i was assigned as a "filler" i.e. fill up the remaining spaces.
it was fun, yet i felt so violated when my "ass" was, literally, shoved up and into the car.
we got 27 clubbers in that beat-up corolla.
poor kat :(
i really find she she really shammy now.
a to the double n to the o to the y to the i to the n to the g!
eww + w to the positive infinity.
i can't stomach the idea of my friends having to contribute for my debut/after.
no matter how large or small the amount is, the idea itself is still wrong.

"ako, wala akong kotse. pero nung akin, ako lahat..." - right on!

"hindi naman TAYO eh!"
let's just say, she she started my 2nd semester.to make up for that bad start, the funniest (for me) thing happened.it was the end of my school week, a friday. i passed by national bookstore before going back to the dorm.

(with surprised-where-have-you-been looks on our faces)

j:liza???
s:jo-e???
j:mustah na? ano nangyari sayo for the past six years?
s:wow what a question ah
j:di parin tumatangkad
s:sira(binatukan si j just like old times)
it was karen's birthday celebration yesterday/today.
it was, by far, the most preculiar, yet super fun thing!
we were slightly basag in adventure mode and had super laugh trips.
i was/am still dwelling upon the serendipitous events.
that's not entirely good.
i sure did MISS him. (period)
i was touched by the chivalry.
i was touched :)
see? i told you! not good!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAREN!

29 once again :)
*laughs*
kala niyo 23 kayo lang?
kami rin noh
yipeeyahoo!

i love you!

*Monday, November 21, 2005

not exactly for intense or naughty. not needy either!

Seductress Adeptly Needing Delights and Intense, Naughty Affection

::got this from frauey's::

i'm in my dorm room...and being kapalmukhs...using maan's computer during the wheeeeee hours of the AM...blogging...*laughs*

i'm still sick...that one day (yesterday)i missed is going to haunt me bad...absence is a crime...*cries*...katamaran is punishable by death...*cries*...and mediocrity will never be tolerated...*cries*...that's UP for yah...*sniffles*

rocky will visit tomorrow...*a faint hint of a smile*

i'm hungry...*grumbles*

good night! *smooch*

*Saturday, November 19, 2005

i'm sick...argh...
i didn't appreciate harry potter 4 that much tuloy...
i was sniffling throughout the whole movie...
and i kept bugging rocky to check if i was hot...
ofcourse...he said yes...being the philandering bolero that he is...
haha...funny...*sniff*
i can't imagine staying in the dorm, sick, next week...
i wouldn't have the strength to go through my 8:30-4 straight days...
i need something to look forward to...*think*
jasper perhaps??sana nga bakla siya...haha...
there's karen's birthday on friday...
but that'll just make me hate the rest of the week...
ayduno...haaay...i can't breath...yet i continue typing...
my head's aching...more like throbbing...yet i continue typing...
taena this cold...taena talaga...syempre kapangitan ang labas nito...
potah...how am i supposed to go on that date???
shetuhhs...argh...maybe it's all that McDonalds that did this...

di na ko nakaka-update here...
i still don't have a computer at my dorm kasi...
and...wala na yung addiction...
di ko na feel mag-computer and stuff...

*ubos na ang hotties sa katipunan :p

*UP suxors!!!

*partially taken :p

*she's a social-climbing probinsyana...dearie...DRUGS ARE EVERYWHERE!!!

*highlight what applies to you:

smoked a cigar
madeout with a member of the same sex
crashed a friend's car
stolen a car
been in love
been dumped
shoplifted
been fired
been in a fist fight
snuck out of my parent's house
had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
been arrested
made out with a stranger
gone on a blind date
lied to a friend
had a crush on a teacher
been to Europe
skipped school
slept with a co-worker
seen someone die
had a crush on one of your LJ friends
been to Canada
been to Mexico
been on a plane
thrown up in a bar
purposely set a part of myself on fire
eaten sushi
been snowboarding
met someone in person from LJ
been moshing at a concert
been in an abusive relationship
taken painkillers
love someone or miss someone right now
laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
made a snow angel
had a tea party
flown a kite
built a sand castle
gone puddle jumping
played dress up
jumped into a pile of leaves
gone sledding
cheated while playing a game
been lonely
fallen asleep at work/school
used a fake id – an expired id maybe
watched the sunset
felt an earthquake
touched a snake
slept beneath the stars
been tickled
been robbed
been misunderstood
petted a reindeer/goat
won a contest
run a red light
been suspended from school
been in a car accident
had braces – I have good teeth! Hehehe…
felt like an outcast
eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
had deja vu
danced in the moonlight
hated the way you look
witnessed a crime
pole danced
questioned your heart
been obsessed with post-it notes
squished barefoot through the mud
been lost
been to the opposite side of the country
swam in the ocean
felt like dying
cried yourself to sleep
played cops and robbers
recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
sung karaoke
paid for a meal with only coins
done something you told yourself you wouldn't
made prank phone calls
laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
caught a snowflake on your tongue
danced in the rain
written a letter to Santa Claus
been kissed under a mistletoe
watched the sun rise with someone you care about
blown bubbles
made a bonfire on the beach
crashed a party
gone rollerskating
had a wish come true
humped a monkey
worn pearls
jumped off a bridge
screamed penis in class - WILL DO!!!
ate dog/cat food
told a complete stranger you loved them
kissed a mirror
sang in the shower
have a little black dress
had a dream that you married someone
glued your hand to something
got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
kissed a fish
worn the opposite sexes clothes
been a cheerleader
sat on a roof top
screamed at the top of your lungs
done a one-handed cartwheel
talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
stayed up all night
didn’t take a shower for a week
pick and ate an apple right off the tree
climbed a tree
had a tree house
are scared to watch scary movies
believe in ghosts
have more then 30 pairs of shoes
worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say
gone streaking
played ding-dong-ditch
played chicken
been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
been told you're hot by a complete stranger =)
broken a bone
been easily amused
caught a fish then ate it
made porn
caught a butterfly
laughed so hard you cried
cried so hard you laughed
mooned/flashed someone
had someone moon/flash you
cheated on a test
have a Britney Spears CD
forgotten someone’s name
slept naked =)
French braided someone’s hair
gone skinny dippin in a pool
been threatened to be kicked out of your house
been kicked out your house

*i didn't highlight anything...hahaha :p

*Sunday, November 13, 2005

it is true

he has a crush. he told me. it should hurt, but it doesn't.
i have a crush. i told him. it should hurt, but it doesn't.
actually, i have a ton, and so does he.
we need not tell each other, cause we know each other so well.
we're both very coy :)

it is true.

but we're still children.
Time will come.
We've always tried to put ourselves above it;
above time and everything else.
I guess we won't stop doing so.
Until such time that we would stop;
then, the Time has come.
it won't pass us.

we will know.

<3<3<3

hearts unbroken. promises made.

*Friday, November 11, 2005

i'm back!!!
i spent my "first week" at my dorm.
i've decided that boredom, not idleness, is good.
you get to think about things.
you decide to study to pass time.

MY LIFE IS SO FUCKED UP.

readmission would be considered a "kababawan".
i laughed it off..more of smiled it off really.

I'M COMFORTABLE WITH ALL THE CRAP IN MY LIFE.

but, i can't laugh the rest off.

i'm so proud of myself though, for hiding the rest so well; for making people think that i'm a bimbo who only has to worry about acads cause everything else is served on a silver platter.

KEEP ON THINKING THAT WAY!

i could end up dead anytime. i want it to be known that it won't be self-inflicted.
remember this literally fucked up queen bitch's name: Princess Aquino Mendoza
i'm dead serious. no pun intended.
i fear for the lives i love so dearly.

THANK YOU forever, my pilars of strength. <3<3<3

one of the honest me's

hydroptic: tapos manloloko
hydroptic: 2-timer ang tarantado
hydroptic: oh well, forgot it already
Sandina: ibang level na yata yan ah
Sandina: alam mo
Sandina: kung si * ganun
Sandina: ok lang sakin
Sandina: anong tawag sakin??
Sandina: is this really self-hatred
Sandina: ano ba toh??
hydroptic: hmm...
hydroptic: honestly, i don't know...
hydroptic: it's something i can't explain or fathom haha
hydroptic: ako hindi
hydroptic: well, basta mahal ako nung girl ok lang
hydroptic: di naman ako seloso eh
hydroptic: ay hindi, seloso pala ako haha
Sandina: mahilig ako sa gago
Sandina: yun nalang
Sandina: i think it's obvious why i do
Sandina: like assholes
Sandina: do you know?
hydroptic: no
hydroptic: actually
Sandina: kasi i can feel like the victim
Sandina: hindi ako yung masama
Sandina: that's something i don't feel very often
Sandina: and with that..i can cry..and have a good reason to
Sandina: tapos......after sometime...masusumbat ko yun...
Sandina: i'm really a bad person miggy...not a really bad one...but bad nonetheless
Sandina: i sorta knew when i was still 4
Sandina: when i always prayed for people to die
Sandina: i'm so rotten inside
hydroptic: bakit naman you were praying for such?
Sandina: kababawan
Sandina: galit lang
Sandina: i almost killed our maid once
Sandina: with a knife
Sandina: and my brother...several times
hydroptic: several times?!
Sandina: yung gusto naming magpatayan
Sandina: tapos sa sobrang brutal namin
Sandina: bibigyan na lang kami ng kutsilyo
hydroptic: talaga? damn
Sandina: did you have a childhood bully?
hydroptic: not really
hydroptic: i never got bullied
hydroptic: too much
Sandina: dito samin...ako yun
hydroptic: talaga? shucks sandy, you can get pretty bad
Sandina: eventhough i was a scrawny kid
Sandina: do you remember leomarl adalem?
hydroptic: yeah
Sandina: i challenged him to a fist fight once
Sandina: tapos lagi kaming nag pupunong braso
Sandina: haha
hydroptic: talaga?
hydroptic: wow
Sandina: basta
Sandina: my point is
Sandina: i'm not a good person talaga
Sandina: i'm really rotten inside
hydroptic: ako... hindi ko alam...
hydroptic: feeling ko masama na ako eh
hydroptic: haha
Sandina: sa barkada
Sandina: mfy
Sandina: pag may ginawang dirty or masama
Sandina: sakin nasasabi
Sandina: know why?
hydroptic: why?
Sandina: kasi they'll feel better
Sandina: cause they know
Sandina: i've done worse
Sandina: and therefore
Sandina: they're still considered "good"
Sandina: somehow

not sure about this one though : p

true is true.

*Wednesday, November 09, 2005

the second semester begins

when everyone else would've gained twenty,

and i would've lost as much.

*pulls a face*

let there be reverse liposuction or reverse gastric bypass s.

*Friday, November 04, 2005

for friggin now :p

oh bummy tummy brf off strawberry.
i'm so quitting na.
i can't even enjoy inebriation anymore.
i waited soooo long for it.
tapos ganun lang yun?
brffests are fun for the brffer.
well, if i'm the brffer atleast.
but...
that's not the case any longer.
i was gasping for breath.
i hate gasping for breath.
i'd understand if i had asthma, but i don't.
so...
i'm quitting.

thanks for being my scrunchie *mwah*

message: TAE KA ROZ ARGH

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it just told me that i'm the biggest flirt ever. *laughs* alam ko!

sex level's only 50!Hah!Eat humble pie, suckers!

like you friggin didn't know? it runs in the family :p oh yes it does!

*Thursday, November 03, 2005

"don't be careless with a delicate man"

icy quoted this a few hours ago when we we're having early morning im-ing. we were talking about life and such. *laughs* how it's so weird that we didn't see each other during the sembreak, that's nearing its end. oo nga. weird.

whoa! sapul noh? i can be such an evil ice queen sometimes. i'm sorry, but i don't mean to be. i'm not careless. it just seems so sometimes, cause i find myself incapable of showing it. i do care, beyond doubt. And i'm most definitely NOT playing.

i might have been one for chucks. no, change that. i am one for them. but i can act contrarily when the occasion calls for it, or when something worthwhile comes along. i opt for the fun and crazy type because it is precisely that, fun and crazy. why shouldn't it be fun and crazy when you're 18?

Playing is "fun and crazy".

But, "fun and crazy" is NOT necessarily playing.

i'm simplifying things that should be simplified. i'm seeing things "through the eyes of a child".
Please finish reading my "The Little Prince." (:

READ: EYE CARE.

*Wednesday, November 02, 2005

OKAY! GEEZ...

what's with all the backpedalling?

i'm not apathetic.

i do mind.

*Tuesday, November 01, 2005

she's broken.

my head's aching from all the idleness...

i'm moving out in a few days...

out of the house...not my head...

i left that place a long time ago...

the place where i am now is getting a bit too crowded for my liking...

where else can i go?

note the abscence of a "but"...

i'm not in a hurry...

"This too shall pass." ~ Leelee Sobieski

I've been bumming around for the past two days. And by that, i don't mean being a couch potato and having movie marathons, cause that would already be productive in my book. I mean I literally do nothing, nothing but lie in bed and stare at the ceiling. I'm letting my life waste away when I could be doing sooooo much blah blah blah.

I could be attending cheering practices for Engg week.
I could be visiting my friends in DLSU more often.
I could be spending more time with Jannine who's going back to Cebu on Saturday.
I could be trying to improve my pathetic driving skills.
I could be trying to put on some weight.
Note that I used "some", not because I discriminate the blessed-with-blubber, but because even "some" would be greatly appreciated.
I could be rekindling or igniting something. "Yun yun eh!"

I guess this is all because I've lost the will to do anything. Well, that, and the fact that I'm grounded for the whole of the 2nd semester. I'm kinda telling myself that I have no right to a happy smooth-flowing bountiful life. I guess I do have self-hatred.

Wow.

I'M A SELF-HATING NARCISSIST.

I have to clarify something with Prof. Agravante regarding my dropping of her subject. Taena. She submitted a 5, when I already dropped her subject!!! Nakit ko nalang sa crs. Gawd!!!
So, I'm going to UP on the 3rd. Imma clarify that with her, register for subjects I didn't get during pre-enlisment, meet up with Enzo dear, and hang til i choke.

I'm gonna move out in a few days, on the weekend most likely. I'll be staying in a ladies' residence near school to see if it works better for me. Miggykins, you better visit me a lot :P
That goes for everyone else pulluh...*laughs*

enrollment is on the 7th na!

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