hydroptic: tapos manloloko
hydroptic: 2-timer ang tarantado
hydroptic: oh well, forgot it already
Sandina: ibang level na yata yan ah
Sandina: alam mo
Sandina: kung si * ganun
Sandina: ok lang sakin
Sandina: anong tawag sakin??
Sandina: is this really self-hatred
Sandina: ano ba toh??
hydroptic: hmm...
hydroptic: honestly, i don't know...
hydroptic: it's something i can't explain or fathom haha
hydroptic: ako hindi
hydroptic: well, basta mahal ako nung girl ok lang
hydroptic: di naman ako seloso eh
hydroptic: ay hindi, seloso pala ako haha
Sandina: mahilig ako sa gago
Sandina: yun nalang
Sandina: i think it's obvious why i do
Sandina: like assholes
Sandina: do you know?
hydroptic: no
hydroptic: actually
Sandina: kasi i can feel like the victim
Sandina: hindi ako yung masama
Sandina: that's something i don't feel very often
Sandina: and with that..i can cry..and have a good reason to
Sandina: tapos......after sometime...masusumbat ko yun...
Sandina: i'm really a bad person miggy...not a really bad one...but bad nonetheless
Sandina: i sorta knew when i was still 4
Sandina: when i always prayed for people to die
Sandina: i'm so rotten inside
hydroptic: bakit naman you were praying for such?
Sandina: kababawan
Sandina: galit lang
Sandina: i almost killed our maid once
Sandina: with a knife
Sandina: and my brother...several times
hydroptic: several times?!
Sandina: yung gusto naming magpatayan
Sandina: tapos sa sobrang brutal namin
Sandina: bibigyan na lang kami ng kutsilyo
hydroptic: talaga? damn
Sandina: did you have a childhood bully?
hydroptic: not really
hydroptic: i never got bullied
hydroptic: too much
Sandina: dito samin...ako yun
hydroptic: talaga? shucks sandy, you can get pretty bad
Sandina: eventhough i was a scrawny kid
Sandina: do you remember leomarl adalem?
hydroptic: yeah
Sandina: i challenged him to a fist fight once
Sandina: tapos lagi kaming nag pupunong braso
Sandina: haha
hydroptic: talaga?
hydroptic: wow
Sandina: basta
Sandina: my point is
Sandina: i'm not a good person talaga
Sandina: i'm really rotten inside
hydroptic: ako... hindi ko alam...
hydroptic: feeling ko masama na ako eh
hydroptic: haha
Sandina: sa barkada
Sandina: mfy
Sandina: pag may ginawang dirty or masama
Sandina: sakin nasasabi
Sandina: know why?
hydroptic: why?
Sandina: kasi they'll feel better
Sandina: cause they know
Sandina: i've done worse
Sandina: and therefore
Sandina: they're still considered "good"
Sandina: somehow
not sure about this one though : p

true is true.