my head's aching from all the idleness...

i'm moving out in a few days...

out of the house...not my head...

i left that place a long time ago...

the place where i am now is getting a bit too crowded for my liking...

where else can i go?

note the abscence of a "but"...

i'm not in a hurry...

"This too shall pass." ~ Leelee Sobieski


I've been bumming around for the past two days. And by that, i don't mean being a couch potato and having movie marathons, cause that would already be productive in my book. I mean I literally do nothing, nothing but lie in bed and stare at the ceiling. I'm letting my life waste away when I could be doing sooooo much blah blah blah.

I could be attending cheering practices for Engg week.
I could be visiting my friends in DLSU more often.
I could be spending more time with Jannine who's going back to Cebu on Saturday.
I could be trying to improve my pathetic driving skills.
I could be trying to put on some weight.
Note that I used "some", not because I discriminate the blessed-with-blubber, but because even "some" would be greatly appreciated.
I could be rekindling or igniting something. "Yun yun eh!"

I guess this is all because I've lost the will to do anything. Well, that, and the fact that I'm grounded for the whole of the 2nd semester. I'm kinda telling myself that I have no right to a happy smooth-flowing bountiful life. I guess I do have self-hatred.

Wow.

I'M A SELF-HATING NARCISSIST.

I have to clarify something with Prof. Agravante regarding my dropping of her subject. Taena. She submitted a 5, when I already dropped her subject!!! Nakit ko nalang sa crs. Gawd!!!
So, I'm going to UP on the 3rd. Imma clarify that with her, register for subjects I didn't get during pre-enlisment, meet up with Enzo dear, and hang til i choke.

I'm gonna move out in a few days, on the weekend most likely. I'll be staying in a ladies' residence near school to see if it works better for me. Miggykins, you better visit me a lot :P
That goes for everyone else pulluh...*laughs*

enrollment is on the 7th na!