give me a hug.

*Monday, October 31, 2005

i lurve these!

they're so wonderful...
i'm not sure if i MAY share them though... *ayan...pwede daw (:
but...
i couldn't resist : p

title: puzzling
cutness sana if it was a real puzzle that i could play with...

title: focus on me
i'm all wrinkled and shit...eye bags and pimples...

title: if looks could kill
title probably taken from another pic of mine...

title: shades of sandy
funny...i used the same photo for my border...i used microsoft photo editor btw...

images by wyndsor (?)

hay nako...
she's "spring cleaning" again...
argh...
and she finally "popped the question" this morning...

*pathological liar

i'm using my old template, my very first one to be exact, cause i want to stop my template-changing spree. i'm using blogger minima black, but i tweeked it a little bit. i've decided to just insert a banner, rather than changing the whole background. boring old banner by me btw. i so want photoshop 7.0. i still want a new template though. someone, please answer my cry for help.

[photopost of the mfy trip (as promised) to follow]

help.

could someone please make me a layout?

preferrably having 2 columns...

uncomplicated...

focus is on the content of the blog...

not the layout/template itself...

oh and...

sana i'm THERE : p

*Saturday, October 29, 2005

found objects c/o foto decadent

"I've been popular and unpopular, successful and unsuccessful, loved and loathed, and I know how meaningless it all is. Therefore, I feel free to take whatever risks I want."--Madonna

Mrs. Guy Riche sure can tell it to your face, can't she?

this photo just struck me instantly...
a reflection of myself i guess...
but, not just physically...
delicately emotional, yet fierce...
i mean..it's saying...WHO GIVES A FUCK, REALLY???

she's beautiful.

[CLICK HERE]

it gets a bit more nude...
maybe frightening for some...
all the more wonderfully breastless for me (:

take's some insecurity away.

*Friday, October 28, 2005

of morbid beauties and cannibalistic beasts

bloodmachine: you'll be better of when youve learned to accept that fact that there is an underlying truth... hidden underneath sanctimonius platitudes of raucous politicians who makes every sanctuary defiled and leaves every bit of filth they have...

atlast...some opposition...a dispute worthwhile having...

being my obnoxious self...i find that conversations not leading to my heart, my angst or my pants are seldom aquired by yours truly nowadays...that is why i appreciate and treasure such conversationalists...

i am a ~~woman~~ girl of substance, not just of brainmatter, afterall.

the rest of the conversation challenged my lexicon...

what a breath of fresh air at five in the morning : )

with no absence of humor from yours truly ofcourse...

bloodmachine: settling our indifferences is a necessity
Sandina: can't it wait?
Sandina: hahahahaha : )
Sandina: ignoramic question

malay...there's just an inexplicable allure between betans and me...so stop judging me!!! (:

thank God for readers...of both literature and being.

kudos to she she (:

*Thursday, October 27, 2005

i hate bad breath...

i have bad breath...

*sandy laughs*

effin shit...

masarap eh!!!

imma look for a virtual piggy bank...coz i already owe ehem 40 pesos : p

HAPPINESS, n.
An agreeable sensation arising from contemplating the misery of another.

oh goodness...

i hate happiness...

when it's on my expense...

voice inside my head: and so does everyone else...

*stating the obvious*

just hoping later won't mean happiness for e to the r to the i to the c to the k to the s to the ...

: (

*Tuesday, October 25, 2005

an impulse

[PHOTO DELETED]

as requested : )

You May Be a Bit Histrionic ...

Dramatic and over the top, you crave attention.

And you'll do anything it takes to get noticed.

You love to be seductive, even when it's inappropriate.

If you're ignored, you're easily hurt ... and act out even more!

What Personality Disorder Are You?

soooooooo true...*laughs*

You are

What Rejected Crayon Are You?

weird...i have a cold right now...

phlegm's "coming soon"...

ewwwwrrrr...

I DON'T WANT THIS TO BE CAUGHT BY

"ANYONE"

break of dawn

Little Johnny was sitting in class doing math problems when his teacher picked him to answer a question.
"Johnny, if there were five birds sitting on a fence and you shot one with your gun, how many would be left ?"
"None.",replied Johnny. "cause the rest would fly away."
"Well, the answer is four," said the teacher. "But I like the way you are thinking."
Little Johnny said, "I have a question for you now. If there were three women eating ice cream cones in a shop, one licking her cone, the second biting her cone, and the third one sucking her cone, which one is married?"
"Well," said the teacher nevously, "I guess the one sucking the cone?"
"No," said Little Johnny, "the one with the wedding ring on her finger. But I like the way you are thinking."

-- thanks for trying billy joel gutierrez : )

*wyndsor lookie here!!

for you : )

what do you do when you're bored?

i blog more often than needed or what is considered normal.
i reread my previous entries and laugh at them.
i laugh at them, then myself for being such a preposterous dodo-head.
i then let my appalling stalker syndrome kick-in.
i would also change my blog template.
i'd search for the nicest one but end up chosing the dark "i-want-to-die" type.
i guess i'm still full of teen angst, which i thought i outgrew a couple of months ago.
i wish i had photoshop so that i could make my own template.
maybe then, i would be satisfied, being able to make one that suits my liking, perfectly.
this satisfaction would end my template-changing spree.
"then everyone would be happy!"
yeah right...said in a sarcastic misanthropic manner.
speaking of misanthropy, yesterday, i discovered this cutesy little devil-worshipping store in Tiendesitas.
they had awesome Tim Burton stuff and i got completely bonkers.
they sold Emily the Strange everything, even the twisted little yosi box w/ lighter-holder i thought i would never see again, since its sale in city walk.
i ended up buying a cute pair of skull flipflops 'cause i didn't have enough dough to buy anything else.
i reeeaaaaaalllllllly wanted to buy the human skull replica pa naman and the nifty black Kiss cap.
dough dough dough...i need dough dammit!!!fuck sembreak!!!argh!!!
and of all the times, ngayon pa nasira yung infrared thinggy ko.
i can't upload pics from my phone.
like this nice one of this sleek cigarette case w/ built-in lighter that rocky bought for me kanina sa market market.

thanks rocks : )
promise, coolness siya...and mababaw ako.
so babaw, that i jumped for joy yesterday when i parked the car correctly, during my a1 driving lesson.
sad, that was my last session na nga pala. imma attend 3 lectures nalang, then i'm done.
i'd love to be able to drive around na talaga, but my upa won't let me 'cause i get all panicky daw.
so not true, it's only when i'm with him noh, cause he gets all panicky then shouts at me.
i drive pretty well when i'm with papa naman, considering i'm driving the Prado.
the prado is the man car. i don't mean to be sexually discriminating or anything, that'd be asinine cause I AM WOMAN...said in a caveman/cavewoman manner.
it really is big. imagine me driving it. frightening thought ey?

aray...i have to get this of my chest.
"i love rocky."
there, i said it.

"i miss you too."
naks naman!

hahaha. reminiscence...i was 15. i was so scared of love, or maybe just commitment.
it was the first time i said "i love you" and meant it. but, i said...
"i love you...NAKS NAMAN!"
like i was taking it back or telling a joke or something.
but...I MEANT IT.

*search mode*

*Sunday, October 23, 2005

flipflops-count: 13

another meant-to-be-incomprehensible-for-some entry

welcome home baby!!!

free counselling...
(fill in the blanks)

HERE LIES ____________________________

_____ __,19_ _ - _____ __,20_ _

A ___________, _____________, ____________

*question : how would YOU like to be remembered??

it's twisted...but it helps...
i bawled again...atlast, it's not because of you...
wow...are we growing up na?
i'll tell she she face-to-face first...before i write it here...
hint: no more extra-curricular activities...BOOOOYA!!!

so much for rehab ey?...well, you're not...i don't wanna put it that way...
you're my...
giver.

i miss you...

*special thanks to CCF's J-Zone...this is it!!!
well,i really really hope so...

the heart hearts he not thee : (

you know i couldn't resist

unbelievably...
today was so much like yesterday...
slash the movies...
ain't it grand??
w-o-n-d-e-r-f-u-l
nostalgia-driven yet aquiescent-to-change...

i'm still falling for that smell...
i want to learn to fall for something else...
#1...learn to fall...
#2... " " " ...inelegantly...gawkily...shamelessly...

the dawn played at mdj...
wowzy!

funny...
I WANTED TO TOO : p

18.75 %

My weblog owns 18.75 % of me.
Does your weblog own you?

hope you feel better dearie...

*sniffles* be gone!

*Saturday, October 22, 2005

status: can't sum it up

what a day...
i thought it would be another bummtastic one...
but...it was just fantastic : )

miggy just dropped me off...look at the time...
i logged on to ym hoping she she was still on...
i called nalang din...sleep mode na...sorry for that...just missed you...

wyndsor woke me up at 7:30...he tried to atleast...
i got up at 1...bad bad...my reason for pressuming a bummtastic day...
God...please cure my sickness...i'm tardy and inconsiderate...help me...
miggy and i met up at...umm...okay,i won't feed my disease...in g4 nalang...
gawd i missed miggy...super...i love my tatay-bf : p
we didn't have anything to do actually...just bond...spontaneity at its finest...
that fishy was super cute and super pink...hahaha...nakakaloko...
we were looking for a cab...and several fat women wrestled with us...hahaha!!!
soooper traffic...on our way to green valley...to see she she...
hey, i really wanted to noh...not just because i said so...
sandali lang...sayang...mas mahaba pa yata yung travel time...
i wanted to shout...loosen up guys!...hahahaha...
no need...you're both unbelievably clever Dicks anyway...really...
i wanted to entertain miggy's liberation...so we decide to go watch a movie at ~~marketmarket~~ g4...
i can't quite describe the car ride going to g4...
my dear's comment was...touchy nga...hahaha...
you have to quit that third-wheel feeling...really...stop it...
sira ulo mo kasi si miggy na nga yung nagaganun eh...
or baka you're just in insensitive fishing mode :p
that highfive thinggy cracked me up...i osculated yah goodbye gagu...
goodness...nabinyagan nanaman si miggy...hahaha...
we watched two consecutive movies at gb3...
DOOM was awesome...video game mode...awestruck talaga ako...
the stupid tombraider people didn't think of that...gory awesomeness...
someone with an affinity for video games would've loved it...
don't worry..i'll watch it with you...
the 40-YEAR-OLD VIRGIN was hilarious...
11:30-1:30 was the perfect time to watch it talaga...
i am now a big fan of date rape drugs...hahahahaha...
i won't spoil the movie for everyone...WATCH IT FUCKERS!!!
so nice that we have each other to have movie marathons with...
uhhgain again again puhlease : )
still...the best parts were our chats...haaaayyyyy...

gawd...i'm so in-argh right now...
bakit naman ngayon pa???
"...i want to change my life and i want you to become part of it..."
ano toh?? reincarnation??
hahaha...will forever be a part of silly...

as i've said a million times...
I WILL BE FAIR

my writing is so incomprehensible sometimes...
nonsensical to most and bimboish to some...
it is what it is...
guess not everyone should get it..or ME
*unapologetic*

ang sakit ng ulo ko...i'm hindy right now...
so imma end this...

* gawd...i'm falling for that smell...diba miggoy? :p
SNIFF SNIFF SNIFF

*Friday, October 21, 2005

be child-like not childish - jb

this always happens...

this is always said...

even try to be different...

it might all be done in vain...

how can i make things better?

atleast, in my head...

funny...

a deficiency in dishy crux seemed to echo

around this processor...

i know you know what i mean...

you always do...

"why? because you're fascinating"

read without understanding...

and we'll live amicably...

but that isn't what we want...

is it? : )

a trivial, but not sanctuarial, pursuit...

i am.

forgive my cheeseparing.

it is, afterall, 3 in the morning...

*just because you're not cheesy doesn't mean you have to lose heart...

hershey's happiness

yep...i'm munching on one right now...

our phone line got cut last monday...

i was connection-less for almost 3 days...

but it seemed like ages because it's the sembreak...

not having the internet was alright...

but not being able to talk on the phone was torture...

how shallow noh?...sorry...in addition to that...my cellphone's loadless and dying...

i have to say...eventhough i know that the giant head from outer space would attack...

i thank God for she she...who rescued me from bumminess...

ay...my darling mfy and hunkahunk bestfriends din pulluh : )

i'm so disappointed in myself...that's putting acads aside na...

for not making the most out of my sembreak...

all i'm doing / trying to do:

a1 driving lessons
gymnastics at club gymnastica
visit dlsu friends
~~find a dorm~~
~~eat~~
~~sleep~~
get my non-pro
hang out (an abundance of that with she she...)
iec cheering practice (not doing well btw)

bumminess has taken all my energy...

how pathetic???

but, maybe, if compared to other sembreakers...so much has happened in the past FEW days...

maybe they weren't meant to be written

or i've forgotten how to write my own way (which is incredibly asinine btw)

that's why i was connection-less...

but since i initiated this folly...meant in the kindest way : )

i will...

today was a bumm~~tastic~~ day 'all...

God help us...

so how bout an inappropriate little follow up...

You're an Expert Kisser

You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity
You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off
And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave
When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

*Thursday, October 20, 2005

spread the word for biggdaddy : p

DIRTEEEH DIRTEEH SOUTH PARTEEEH!

Get down and dirty this Saturday @ MDC (Manila Dj Club)
Karport 32nd street
infront of StarbucksGlobal City, The Fort

Flirty RnB & Sexy HipHop Music with

DJ Sir Scratch -DMC

Phil 3-Time Champ,Absinth,Jaipur

BGGDADDY -Ponti Cello, The Basement, Bigg Deal Prod

DJ GLENN -Culture Club, Fubu, Project Tempo

LADIES FREE ENTRANCE ALL NIGHT!

Party by: San Miguel Beer, MyDSL, Globe GenText, Frenzy Condom

*Monday, October 17, 2005

SLEEP

sandina david matulog ka nga

*Sunday, October 16, 2005

finally...3rd times a charm...

Tim Burton's

CORPSE BRIDE

Official Website

READ ME

i'd love for you to read everything

i wanna help you unscrew

this screwed up little girl

oh...i hate hott and sexy...

just so you know : )

your word is synonymous to cool

that's bad???

i prefer the dark angst-ridden

imma leave things here for you

but we're not to speak of them

DON'T DEFY THIS

ok?

: p

jannine's home!!!

jannine's home!!!
yipee!!!
yahoo!!!
weeeeee!!!
soooo happy jannine's home!!!
i love you shoti!!!

*Saturday, October 15, 2005

droole

rocky: grabe...ngayon ko lang nalaman ang totoong meaning ng life ko...

sandy: (drooling) wow...you must be the wisest man in the whole world then...to be able to find the true meaning of your life...

rocky: nandito ako sa ivcf building...

sandy: so diyan lang pala mahahanap yun...wala pala sa pader at dingding *wink*

rocky: ang hirap maghanap ng signal dito...

sandy: nahanap mo na yung "totoong meaning ng life mo"...tapos pinoproblema mo yang paghahanap ng signal?

sapul!

basag na ko...

ewan : )

will go to katipunan in a while...meet up with wyndsor at sbux...who'll try to get me in admu...hahaha...ross and oni oh...i miss you shemale and hifi : p

so anyway...i'm gonna watch his orals in philo...hoping to be enlightened and shi'...galingan mo ha...you had the whole day : )

nakakainis..i should've taken something like that...philo,anthro,socio...whatever...baka wala na ko sa up next sem or next year... jfgwl!

ah..hindi nga pala natuloy yung lakad namin ni miggy today...eastwood dapat...oh well...will be with him on monday naman at punta fuego...yipee! sana mangitim pa ko lalo...really...ok lang kasi tapos nanaman yung debut...

sana naman our g.n.o. later won't suffer the same fate...di ko kasi sila nakagimmik nung saturday...nagpaka-ewan at nagpuntang cheesecake etc kasi : )

promiscuous [pr mískyoo ss]
adjective

1.
sexually indiscriminate: having many indiscriminate or casual sexual relationships (disapproving)

2.
confusedly mixed: mixed in an indiscriminate or disorderly way (formal)

3.
choosing without discriminating: choosing carelessly or without discrimination (disapproving)

4.
casual: casual and unplanned

FRAGILE

she she...take note : )

*Friday, October 14, 2005

sick of the -y

i hate this...
ewww...chino memories...
"i don't wanna see you everyday. coz when it stops, i might miss you."
cursed, i am,
with these lovely little predicaments
brought by these impeccably idiosyncratic actualities
dubbed even more idiosycratically.
why?
why?
why?
is it because we share the same quirkiness?
goodness...

hi she she : )
can't believe i actually wrote about you noh?
neither can i.
hahahahahahahahahaha!!! (really laughing)

so anyway...today i went to up...
iec cheering meeting...
tapos there's the sem-ender on monday daw...
haven't decided yet...
missed a1...damn whoever scheduled my session.
well,atleast, one hour lang...

ate at mcdo...bago dumating si wyndsor...
natapunan ako ng iced tea...
di ako nahiya...it's just that...i got sticky...
ewwwwwrrrrrr....
bonding with mignon...
hahaha...
fun and funny time...
i love you woss.

now i'm here.
here when i'm supposed to be somewhere else.
ewan : )

basag!

*Tuesday, October 11, 2005

what's my deal?

(first six) 3am @ cheesecake etc. ,

in the explorer (driver jun @ the back...ungreen your minds please) ,

@ my debut w/ my 18th shot

i'm really frustrated right now.
i know i failed everything.
in a span of one semester, i feel that i've lost everything and everyone.
i feel, meaning, it's just a feeling.
i'm the one with the problem.
let me rephrase that.
i am the problem.
i really broke down.
bawling and such.
what's with me?
i can't even write a decent post.
argh. i feel like shit. really.
why am i so affected by everything
yet so closed down and care-less?
hello??
i get it!!!
i can take hints you know.
most of the time, i take them too seriously
that i imagine there are hints.
but then, there are times that you have to be straight forward
and even aggressive with me.
slap me, if you will.
argh!
why am i the effin extremes of being?
and why the f*ck did i let him go?????
when i knew that he was,and is, the only one i really love.

argh. what a reason. what a petty petty reason.
well, atleast, there's love still.
that's what matters.
right?

*Monday, October 10, 2005

di na ko nakakapag update ah
oh well
tanda ko na
eww
pwede nang ikulong
yikes!
jwalk tayo
hahahahaha

PICTURES OF MY DEBUT
http://community.webshots.com/user/up_ii1_09

*Friday, October 07, 2005

My 18th. (under renovation)

18 Boxes of Inanities	18 Shots of Wisdom
1.Acela Gillamac	1.Ronnie Ticao
2.Kash Zabala	2.Paolo Mapula
3.Margarita Flores	3.Sithli Mendoza
4.Monica Domdom	4.Angeline Pagaspas
5.Cheska Durante	5.Videllie Verayo
6.Vivienne Zerrudo	6.Camille and Cristina
7.Toni Rose Pinero	7.Camille Cruz
8.Kristia Veloso	8.Gianna Banson
9.Vea Novenario	9.Timothy Go
10.Leonard Galura	10.Julius Yarcia
11.Rachelle Payumo	11.Benedict Gomez
12.Odessa Banana	12. Christian Cunanan
13.Jasmine Contado	13. Primodean Guerrero
14.Catherine Albano	14.Bernardo Patino
15.Frau and Jona	15.Diovannie De Jesus
16.Claudine Ting	16.Roman Paraico
17.Isobel Corpuz	17.Miguel Abeleda
18.Ross Salazar	18.Erickson Name

Because she is what she is

October 8,2005

5.30 pm

PLEASE COME EARLY!

OPEN BAR up to 10pm ONLY

Blue Onion Bar & Resto,Eastwood City Walk

Theme: Black and Red; Vanity and Eccentricity

Attire: Partei ensemble (no red dresses please)

hey baby girl : )

happy birthday baby
happy 18th
you're ancient na
bruha!!!
hello jail
hello lisensya
hello problema
ayan na
ayan na
totoong buhay na
hala.

*Wednesday, October 05, 2005

pre-enlisment

well
di ko naman tinatago
i'm gonna take math17 next sem
di na kasi ako nag LE 5
i dunno why i'm doing this to myself
self hatred?
nah.
so i'm pre-enlisting na.
i'm hoping that i get the right sched this time.
i don't wanna be a lost sheep anymore.
define lost sheep.
to the literal and figurative level my dears.
ewan.
nakakasabaw toh.
will update this post nalang.
toodles : )

hugs&kisses,

*Sunday, October 02, 2005

let's do the funk let's do the loser funk

Loser

Loser

double Loser

as if

whatever

take a picture

*chiching* (gwapo)

*chiching*(yeh men)

GO JOGADORES!

photo taken during manic monsoon 2:oct.2,2005:alabang country club : p

played ultimate frisbee today
i'm pathetic
i'm sore
i'm bruised
i'm fine
just fine : )

love this feeling...
my muscles are firming up!
yes!

hugs&kisses,

froshbee