i blog more often than needed or what is considered normal.
i reread my previous entries and laugh at them.
i laugh at them, then myself for being such a preposterous dodo-head.
i then let my appalling stalker syndrome kick-in.
i would also change my blog template.
i'd search for the nicest one but end up chosing the dark "i-want-to-die" type.
i guess i'm still full of teen angst, which i thought i outgrew a couple of months ago.
i wish i had photoshop so that i could make my own template.
maybe then, i would be satisfied, being able to make one that suits my liking, perfectly.
this satisfaction would end my template-changing spree.
"then everyone would be happy!"
yeah right...said in a sarcastic misanthropic manner.
speaking of misanthropy, yesterday, i discovered this cutesy little devil-worshipping store in Tiendesitas.
they had awesome Tim Burton stuff and i got completely bonkers.
they sold Emily the Strange everything, even the twisted little yosi box w/ lighter-holder i thought i would never see again, since its sale in city walk.
i ended up buying a cute pair of skull flipflops 'cause i didn't have enough dough to buy anything else.
i reeeaaaaaalllllllly wanted to buy the human skull replica pa naman and the nifty black Kiss cap.
dough dough dough...i need dough dammit!!!fuck sembreak!!!argh!!!
and of all the times, ngayon pa nasira yung infrared thinggy ko.
i can't upload pics from my phone.
like this nice one of this sleek cigarette case w/ built-in lighter that rocky bought for me kanina sa market market. thanks rocks : )
promise, coolness siya...and mababaw ako.
so babaw, that i jumped for joy yesterday when i parked the car correctly, during my a1 driving lesson.
sad, that was my last session na nga pala. imma attend 3 lectures nalang, then i'm done.
i'd love to be able to drive around na talaga, but my upa won't let me 'cause i get all panicky daw.
so not true, it's only when i'm with him noh, cause he gets all panicky then shouts at me.
i drive pretty well when i'm with papa naman, considering i'm driving the Prado.
the prado is the man car. i don't mean to be sexually discriminating or anything, that'd be asinine cause I AM WOMAN...said in a caveman/cavewoman manner.
it really is big. imagine me driving it. frightening thought ey?

aray...i have to get this of my chest.
"i love rocky."
there, i said it.

"i miss you too."
naks naman!

hahaha. reminiscence...i was 15. i was so scared of love, or maybe just commitment.
it was the first time i said "i love you" and meant it. but, i said...
"i love you...NAKS NAMAN!"
like i was taking it back or telling a joke or something.
but...I MEANT IT.

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