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sandinuh
my name was taken from some place in south america. i like to paint weird colors on my nails. i dress up by mood. i am moody. i'm camera happy. i'm a party person. i want to stop. i go out a whole lot. i procrastinate a lot. i am delayed. i make bad decisions. dancing is a passion i haven't been acting upon. i still love it.the same goes for soccer and wall-climbing. i love to cuddle. i have a boyfriend whom i have nothing in common with. i can live without food but i shouldn't. i crave for isaw most of the time. i make poorly proportioned art that i love. i have clutter, financial, time-management, & commitment issues. it's messed up. Yahoo status dyna_mite29 here's more about me.

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(first six) 3am @ cheesecake etc. ,
in the explorer (driver jun @ the back...ungreen your minds please) ,
@ my debut w/ my 18th shot


i'm really frustrated right now.
i know i failed everything.
in a span of one semester, i feel that i've lost everything and everyone.
i feel, meaning, it's just a feeling.
i'm the one with the problem.
let me rephrase that.
i am the problem.
i really broke down.
bawling and such.
what's with me?
i can't even write a decent post.
argh. i feel like shit. really.
why am i so affected by everything
yet so closed down and care-less?
hello??
i get it!!!
i can take hints you know.
most of the time, i take them too seriously
that i imagine there are hints.
but then, there are times that you have to be straight forward
and even aggressive with me.
slap me, if you will.
argh!
why am i the effin extremes of being?
and why the f*ck did i let him go?????
when i knew that he was,and is, the only one i really love.
argh. what a reason. what a petty petty reason.
well, atleast, there's love still.
that's what matters.
right?