i wonder where i put my else it was purely girls.
here's something i dug up. i guess it's a tad applicable for now:

because i may never have the privelege of being your friend after you've gone up and down: fallen and risen, unlike the others, is why i cry for you. i am selfish.

because i may never experience standing with you with unclenched fists and willing hearts is why i cry for you. i am a coward.

because i may never get to drink with you, with the absence of all the bitterness but the fermented yeast's, and your unsickly sweet laughter, is why i cry for you. i am wasted.

because i may never be held like i hold, paying with my soul in full, is why i cry for you. i am broke-n.

because i may never feel your adulterous caress, i remain yours.



uuuy. BALIKAN NA BA TO?