give me a hug.

*Monday, July 31, 2006

goddamnnit my eyes hurt.

i know it was so last week but you should really watch the break-up. i laughed my head off. you would too because everything sounds so familiar. no one ever really got me my twelve lemons dammnit. forgive me. i'm sloshed.

sayang yung beer. fuck. so much for that. i hate bitter people. get a life next semester you freaking sorority/frat girl.

oh yes :)

*Monday, July 24, 2006

i don't believe that anybody feels the way i do about you now.

woohoo. just like everyone expected. haha. we watched lady in the water since classes were suspended because of the sona. it was really nice. it's one of those stories you get so hooked into and it makes you feel like there's still some magic/hope in this world. [three cheers] i kept hugging my jumbo bag of cheese popcorn. go figure. i never really liked paul giamatti. i'm not sure why. maybe i should've watched sideways. i have to watch the break up first. it's showing on the 26th. it's our 5th 28thsary. it's perfect. [sign?] haay nako so sally can wait babbling. enough. i'm just excited that it's almost august and i'm going to busy myself with the big 18th. are you game for one giant sleepover?

i'm currently downloading highschool musical stuff for my little sister. kids nowadays get pretty obsessive ah. look who's talking? [still singing wonderwall]

chem 17 firts long exam's on sunday. cross your fingers, hands , legs, and toes for me. thanks :)

Friendster Horoscope for July 24, 2006
Leo (Jul 23 - Aug 22)
The Bottom Line
You may see it as an obstruction, but someone you love is looking out for you now.
In Detail
Sometimes people we love tell us things we don't want to hear -- it's called honesty. So if you're looking for support and find skepticism in its place today, don't blame the messenger. The people you trust are looking out for you, whether you realize it or not. And sure, their advice may be undesirable (and unwanted), but they're only trying to help you. You can still move ahead with your ideas as planned, but don't hold a grudge -- those who try to stop you are on your side.

well um well um well um. i 'fessed up about everything, even the fighting temptations. stupid sandy stupid. oh the things you do for love [buboy].

*Friday, July 21, 2006

buboy,

this is stupid.

*Wednesday, July 19, 2006

movie-wise

i love you channing tatum. i love your abs. i love that you play soccer. i love that in some alternate universe you're willing to teach me and play with me. i love that you're not intimidated and you're willing to do something like soccer, or any other physical activity, with your girl. i love that you're a tough guy with a soft inside. i love that you're totally torpe. i love everything about you. i want to have you. [i love that you're bisexual. i want to have you.]

naman, if you don't get this, i don't know how else you will.

happy birthday ramon miguel elefante abeleda :)
i miss you.

*Sunday, July 16, 2006

para sa best boylet ni aj

para sa enrollment adventures, inuman sa sunken, paglalaba ng wala sa oras, daldalan hanggang magkaaraw na, pagsasama sa panahon ng luha at tawanan, panininwala sa amin ni buboy, suporta nung panahon ng bs, at sa lahat ng napagdaanan natin sheen, salamat :)

happy 18th birthday morning buddy!

i just got home from makati med. i realized how big a chicken i still am. i actually asked my mom if it would hurt more than a facial would. i think they got that good-looking guy on purpose to take my blood. or maybe i was hallucinating. two freaking vials?? to think, i just lost 5-8 tablespoons from last week's you know what. i was definitely hallucinating. now everything lies on my immune system's hands and i realize that it's either nonexistent or a completely seperate entity. i haven't done anything good for my body in the looongest time. there's the occasional salad trip, but i barely eat so what good would the salad trip do? please nobody mention yb.

im gonna be absent til tuesday. hope ill make it to sheen's :)

here's the cure to any illness. have some eye candy. please vote for frank magalona, paco villegas and REYNALD LAPAN @ candy cuties

*Saturday, July 15, 2006

the adventures of buboy gubat and bong liit

we had our own little prom at wakwak country club. check out our album. too bad we didn't meet a year before to have a real one. but then again, now is so much better. i'm just sorry i failed the kiss part. you will always be my cesaw montano <3

away-bati-insecurities-away-bati what's new?

"mukhang mapapadalas yung mga ganun ah. sama kayo sa susunod na inom. bring your friends." thanks for coming kristia ding and kash :)

why is everyone kinikilig nowadays? marami nanamang madedevelop in the next months.

*Sunday, July 09, 2006

haunting sound as the real thing

i did a quick change in layout because of a long overdue in realization. the first look theme was just too cheesy and that's something i can't be. we don't have cold nights and fires and white wine. we have every other day fights over sms-less sundays and overnight homeless hours of intellectual intercourse over cino [pepsi-coffee]. it will always be that way cause that's what makes us us. we are the grave that i refuse to leave and the refuge that i built to flee. you may see it as incredibly draining and pointless maybe because it is. but none of that means that our pasts are better than our presents. we have a lot to fix but we're fixable. maybe we can never have that mushy thing but it doesn't mean we care less. in fact we have more more more. sorry for insects who feed on others' despair. so can you just quit it please and leave us alone? fuck the away-bati reputation. hah, this entry is so spiteful yet i'm really not.

and no, he isn't higher, he's just higher than you. *that's so mean but true*

favorite student na ko ni sir alvin and i get a high five from aj. hahaha. mister you've got the wrong kid. i don't have a crush on you ;)

HAD A LOT OF FUN LAST WEEK. THANK YOU <3

*Saturday, July 01, 2006

butterfly and chocolate kisses

overwhelming week, i have to say. we had a good 28thsary last monday. maybe it was too nice that we had a little scare til wednesday. thanks to viv for the relief. haaay. chem 17 dominated most of my time and thoughts. i hope i can go through it succesfully. experiment 1 palang nasabaw na ko.

a big yellow butterfly flew in viv's flat while i was there. we spent ten minutes trying to avoid it yet trying to catch it. its was fun shrieking like little girls. we eventually caught it with a spiderman cup and then set it free. viv said i attracted the butterfly. haha. then there was this bee hovering over me yesterday. and then aj and i were talking about the ants i had when i was little. what with the insects noh? i'm too sweet. haha. ulul.

i love how things have been going back to normal. ceej icy kaye ange carla nina yanie sam aj ej ekai and i went to smoa [sm mall of asia] yesterday to watch fete de la musique. aj and i got to watch all four different concerts. we went home at 4. everyone else went home early. sayang, i was ogling ely buendia, who was sitting at our table at figaro, right after they left. actually [ding] that was aj's fault. anyway, what was i saying about things going back to normal? aaahh. we get to talk like there's no tomorrow and stroll, not knowing where we're going. not just yesterday, but the whole week :)

[whole week] our saturday/sunday plans coincided and we ended up watching the rockEd event, catching a disappointing glimpse of the englandvsportugal game, buying ark royal pipes, chowing at something fishy, and laughing our heads off at *jonas* expense. cheers to a happy week and a musical weekend for the ~~happy~~ weird couple.

i'm happy and no fuglypseudosorogirL can ruin that.

happy birthday jb aliling (july1)
happy birthday va del rosario (july3)
happy birthday acela gillamac aka ashley olsen (july6)