i seriously think the whole gay thing affects the promiscuous appeal and impression. i can't believe i said that again. after a very long time. promiscuous. hindi talaga siya maganda. hindi lang sa connotation naglilie yung negativity. kadire. cheers to self-deprecation.

gay. i promise. madali lang naman akong kausapin eh. mahirap nga lang matauhan. all that was needed to be done was to say something. all that had to be said was ang weirdo ng feeling. all that had to be shown was that it would be better this way. kung ikatutuwa bat hindi diba?

naiinis ako sa sarili ko. andito nanaman ako sa stage na nagpapakaungas ako. i mean ang dali kong maagitate and, in turn, madali rin akong mangagitate. nagiging macrobitch ako. rarr. mali yung pagattack ko sa mga situwasyon. Ssss. luis. tama na muna yang lower life forms. baka manuklaw yan eh. grrrrr. yes, i make a lot of sounds. lalo na lately. diba? at bat mo naman kasi ako minomock? eh sa mahilig akong mag animal noises eh. make your own. haha. di ako galit. i find you annoyingly cute. anyway. raised exponentially yung negativity. i know it's because i'm faltering. acad-wise lalo. and naiinsecure ako sa katawan ko kasi summer na. nagvanish na completely yung abs at triceps. iniisip ko kung naiinis parin ba ako sa oras niya. ayoko na mainis. yun nga actually, hindi na ko inis. kahit saang angulo ko tignan. let's say priorities. taas parin eh. so ayos parin. ayos talaga kasi may nalalaman pang white or red wine :)

kailangan ko nga pala mag swimsuit shopping. pag may nakita naman kayong magandang bandeau + boy shorts pasabi sakin. ayos kung white para halatang halata yung pagitim mo. ang sarap. nararamdaman ko na yung coke sa balat ko. sa first week of april ako excited. sorry. utak ko utak sandy parin eh. nagbabago naman gradually for you.

if the post was too tutu for a tutu. then it must really be too much. with all the redundance. kaya sort of binura ko na muna. bakla na yung humirit eh.

tama siya. how much more pag nakilala mo na siya? mas sick ka pa siyempre kaysa sakin ngayon. pero yun lang talaga sakin. i still feel sick. best thing to do is maging sensitive pagdating sa iba. guilty rin ako diyan. so sorry. ibang level na yung needed na mouth shut.

so yan. sanay na kayo na gawain kong asarin at ilaglag sarili ko. wag nalang sana tularan. salamat.

my biggest frustration as of the moment: taeng isang daan yan. cow poop!

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