well well well. we meet again. i thought i escaped your clutches. you held me for four years. i almost died. but i think i wanted to die in your arms anyway. so i guess that's ok. but still. why are you here? why did you follow me when you knew that i didn't want to cry anymore? don't make excuses. i don't care if you came in a different form. i don't care if you're more caring or more sensual. you're still gonna hurt me. you know it. i know it. fuck you saddist or masochist or whatever you are. but i can't deny that i missed you. i missed the near death experiences. i missed the adrenaline rush. gah. your like chocolate. you're my chocolate death. no. you're my chocolate gudang death. i think you're far more deadly now. you've come with a better package. argh. it's happening. dicks before chicks. what happened to prioritizing? and now they tell me? you've learned how to love. you now give your all. so contradictory to what you've always shown me. gah. i'm taunted by ross. like joey. i have to nod to that. you see? so fast. so fast. i'm already crying. you're still fast. you still got it. damn those teeth. they shine. those eyes. they sparkle. damn you. i love you.

freaky me. i read his testimonials a while ago. and now i feel this. it's not mutual anymore. i don't deserve you. you whom they say is. malakas magfish. totoong tao. magaling magbasketball. athletic. dota god. econ master. physics dude. nakagraduate nang di nagaaral. frank. passive aggressive. mabait. gentleman. totoo magmahal. gago. ahas. deep deep thinker. contemplative. sentimental. angas. tigas. chickboy. close up smile. pogi. malambing. boy pakisama. poetic. romantic. seryoso. makulit. doormat. maCR. mas vain pa sa babae. you're the extremes. you're everything. affiliated pa ngayon. i wish i could see everything they're saying. i love every bit of it. of you. maganda. masama. lahat. damn you. i love you.

what goes up must come down. but we can defy that naman diba? we did once. we can do it again :)

sorry. malabo ako. kinakausap ko sarili ko.