i've been having attendance problems in my subjects. well, i've been having attendance problems since highschool, but who cares, really? actually, i should. and surprisingly my friends give more of a damn than i do. thanks :) anyway, i should really give a damn. damnit. my future depends on it. an instuctor asked me today if i was gonna drop her subject because i used up all my cuts already. she told me that she wouldn't accept me if i still wouldn't attend her class. like duh?? that's common sense. i'm not cutting any subject from this day on. or until the semester ends. ok? ok. so there. she gives me a chocolate bar as some sort of consolation. wtf?? ano ako bata? as if she was saying. oh eto chocolate smile ka na ha. gah. what a way to start your day, or week for that matter. i found myself pouring my heart out at ten in the morning, sitting on a bench, puffing a stick and pinching his "triceps". haha. wow. and as if that wasn't enough. over dinner, i found myself being judged by my egotistic cousin. we ended up writing down all our past subjects and their corresponding grades. leche. parepareho lang kaming gago. mana mana lang talaga yan. our girl friend even suggested that we shift to tourism next sem. aynako. kung magshishift siya ng ie di na ko lilipat noh. haha. laki ulo :) but wait! there's more. we just had to talk about my lovelife. apparently, it's a must now. wow. just because you see me with them it means something already. assume. bat ba lagi nalang pinaguusapan yung puso ko. yung rep ko. yung tingin ng iba. potah. di ko man kaya magisa. kaya ko naman mag-isa. look at rocky. hello? i loved the guy for four long years. i know how to love. i love. lech. a whole day of self realization. oo rah.

what now? i'm ok now. buti nalang nandiyan ka. thanks. for putting a smile on my face. for always ::hugsyoutight::

eto malupet na hirit :)