i'm glad that, during the weekend, i got a break from this emotional slump i've been having. i've been missing sanago and makati, not necessarily my house, so much, that i cried last thursday. i missed how easy life there was and how i easily got away with my happy-go-lucky ways. i miss my loved ones most of all ofcourse. i miss mfy, amazing friends, familia bulabog. i even miss my stinky little brother, Marti. and yes, no doubt, i miss rocky. valentine's day?

i missed all the bar-hopping we used to do. with jan's absence, we kinda took a break from it and, eventually, lost the will to do it. gah. i felt so deprived of dancing here in qc that i danced til dawn at gb. i'm glad temple's still there for me. it's just sad that greenbelt is slowly dying. the fort is the new "it" place. i live there yet i'm miles away from it. crap. cowpoop.

who did i sleep in between of? ah. jc and cheska. sarap sobra. i missed that. trying to sleeping at five in the morning. trying to fit the twelve of us on a single bed. snuggling and cuddling and snoring and camwhoring. no dull moments. sisters and brothers for life. kakaiyak sa tuwa :)

ayan. that's what i miss. i super miss my loved ones. haha. wala lang. naisip ko lang. kung umuuwi parin kaya ako sa makati, kami na kaya ni joey? lol. sobrang patawa. pero malaki ang possibilities. anyway. it's not that i don't love my friends here. i'm not deprived of people to love. there's an abundance of lovely people to love here. maybe that's my problem right now.

i wish things would be better. but, i can't compromise who i am.
term ni aj...coboy...tama ba? pero kikay din. basta yun. yun ako eh. sorry. i grew up that way. zoids!wohoo!

hay. all i'm sure of right now is I LOVE YOU ALL, ALWAYS :'(

ay. plug. to master luis, thanks in advance :P