i uploaded some pics from toni's debut, etc.
i'm still waaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiting for them.tagal. 0_O

rocky's been so useless these past few days.
not naman useless, he's just not there.
yan tuloy, i still haven't watched chicken little.
he better come on thursday or else,
bugbugan na toh! wala na ngang pasok eh!

so someone finally asks me to watch it, then 10 minutes later, it's goodbye.
BADTRIP! galit ako. swear. galit talaga.
i can't stand not talking to a person when i'm mad at them. (or happy with,alternatively)
i don't like leaving things hanging.
it's not officially goodbye, i know, but still!
ano namang klase yun diba?

"diba bula ako? [sabi mo]"
"so mawawala ka nalang bigla?"
"parang ganun na nga. you'll see."

wtf???
i'm mad, but at the same time, hurt.
as in affected ako. why???
sino ba naman tong taong toh???
uhhh...tao lang naman na you never thought you'd see again, but serendipitously did!
i'm hurt in the way that you'd want to shed a little tear.
i'm hurt because of that ^ bubble thing, not because of what was shared.
tuwang tuwa nga ko nung finally nasabi mo eh! patagotago pa kasi! ayos lang naman!

omg!!! i'm feeling something! i'm hurt! shite!
i'm kinda happy narin pala.
it's been so long since i've sincerely felt something, anything.
i admit, rocky has made me so numb, that
this wonderfully hurtful and deep feeling feels like a blessing.

i discovered just now that i have a stalker. hahahaha. joke lang mico (:

naman joe! di na ko sanay nang di ka nakakausap/kasama. shit ka naman eh. ayoko nga ng nagiging attatched/dependent in any way. too late. shit talaga. brought the physics book pa! shit ka tinapay! wag mo ko tirahin. manghahamon ng bullsession tapos magpapakamanok.bwiset! *really pissed*