i made you smile.
you made me sad.
i did not frown.
i simply felt this inexplicable heaviness in my heart.
and for days passed, this jarring emotion stays.
is this love? i doubt it. no. i don't. i say a solid NO. + ewwwww.
is this infatuation? maybe.
maybe. how i hate "maybe".
i abhor this sad state of ambiguity.
is this "the game"? that. i fear the most.
i played you. and now. you're playing me.
it must be that. yes. it must be that.
i am coy. too coy. in the negative sense.
and you. a philanderer. i knew. i knew. but didn't want to see.
what right did i have to reject thee?
you and i, we're of the same kind.
again with this guild of impeccability.
simple gestures. emotions stirred.
my fault. my fault. take part will you?
ease the pain.
with a smile.
i made you smile.
you made me sad.
thanks sandy : )
hugs&kisses,
cheer up baby
