give me a hug.

*Tuesday, August 23, 2005

ladida dadadada

things i realized today..

i see everything as an illusion
i see freedom in loving someone
i like pain but only if it doesn't hurt too much
i'm in love with florida's natural orange juice with pulp
there's someone at melchor
i wanna run naked through the streets
i wanna be weightless and fly
i wanna die
i wanna live

i saw bianca monica gonzales yesterday
i went gaagaa over her. my masculine side exposed. + ewww
she complemented me

"...sweetheart..."

who? Me? wow : )

oh well..

can die now : )

hugs&kisses,

Superbianca fan

*Sunday, August 21, 2005

Life is a pleasure with you by my side ~ Ever After

I've found my dream..
in such an unlikely person..
the packaging so shambolic and muddled..
with a hint of naivety..
inside is a creature of benevolence..
twisted in just the right way..
a tenacious side you can't help but love..
the dream was right beside me all along..
cuddling me with charm and unadulterated companionship..
terms of endearment and compliments..
a palpable compatibilty in our eyes and smiles..
i was foolish not to see..
blinded by a guild of impeccability..
but i am glad..
for i rest, assured of the sincerity of my liking..
now my fondness wholly claimed..
wholly claimed..

ADMIRATION, n. Our polite recognition of another's resemblance to ourselves.

hugs&kisses,

Lovesick

*Friday, August 19, 2005

The chronicles of the past few days

WEDNESDAY

I found a new friend in Luis..my new yoshi buddy..haha..funny how it started..a shared dislike for someone : )

Jireh is one of the few decent guys left on earth..or atleast in my block..just so you know..i don't like like him..he's one "astig" friend..my buddy jai! : )

the core group isn't so bad..i'm just being a bitch, calling them the "core group".. heehee..hi ceej : )

Lately, Miggy seems "blank"..blank-faced miggy..i miss my smiling buddy : )

a Tia Maria super burrito fattens you up..a bit : )

kwek kwek cravings and soya yosi combos..num num num : )

THURSDAY (Looooooong day)

i'm planning to drop my Komm3..some are pro..some anti..i'm torn..argh..I hate that old hag..what a useless class..will take Comm3 in the future..looking forwrd to real communication..debates and interviews..i hate by-the-book teaching!

i pass by..trying to look like i don't care..pretending to avoid you..but deep inside..hoping that you care.."illusional" you..delusional me : )

i have no real reason in staying in melchor hall all the time..i don't have classes there..not one..the iec tambayan is there,but i don't have to be there..tambay-by-choice..i don't have to eat in the engg caf or canteen everyday..there are a lot of choices in UP..some have better food,even..I'm wondering why i'm always in melchor..honestly..i have no idea..will dig into my subconsious : )

i've been craving "kwek-kwek" lately..i have cravings all the time..but none that last for weeks..i feel fulfilled when i eat them..a happiness i can't explain..happy orange?need to see a psychologist..again : )

power house buddies..flirtiest bunch according to some..that's what we are..Teem Goo,Joshy Woshy,Little Sandy..buddy date..convoy pa..wahaw..with power duo Kaye and Ramon Miguel..the new peipei-and-josh, jai and bruce, tagged along..fazolis,eastwood..joshy woshy..BIG appetite..more bread please!..skipped the small talk..yey!iec conversation..roast roast roast..rarrr..fun fun fun : ) i didn't get to ride the carousel though..hmph.. : )

Partei at the basement..bubbles-and-booze..woop woop!but joshy and teem didn't go..image thing?hmm..at first..boring..corny people with no incentive..had to be the first ones on the dance floor..tugsh tugsh tugsh..yey gb..the moves..the gb moves..me?i can BOUNCE!first signs of mr. shy type.. : )

beer-all-you-can..didn't do it..dance-all-you-can for moi..bruce 8 bottles..jai 7 cups..heehee..jai..8 bottles=intoxication..even without that..still super shammy and perverted..excuse me mr.promdi???eww..lohooooser!!people thought you were out of place..more so,out of your puny mind!

bubbles..my eyes!my eyes!waaahhhhh!also swallowed a couple..bleh!

Swooooooosh......To the point of the title of this entry..
after dancing with so many hotties(may mga lumalaki ang ulo jan..heehee)..getting my groove,freak and pretty face on..i don't think i'm pretty,so i still have to put it on..sheesh..mr.shy type is still hanging around..yes..mr. shy type is "torpe"..differentiate..mr. shy type sways..he's not that creepy guy wearing a red shirt..who just stands there..remember girls?emphasize..torpe..was dancing with lie anne..was just there..swaying..watching with his puppy-dog-i-think-i-can face..sad noh?but not so bad..i actually think "torpe" guys are cute..way better than agressive assholes like mr.promdi..it took the whole night before courage kicked in : )

being torpe isn't so bad..cause you can see the sincerity in their actions..how they will try and try..taking baby steps..being babies to a point..look for support from friends.."sige lang..kaya mo yan!"..whimpering at signs of defeat.."ayaw niya eh..di ko kaya..huhu.."..they will grow on you..soon you'll want to be the one to support their fragile egos..heehee..it took a dozen hotchic dances,jai,miggy,and even peipei..before a dance..pathetic,yes..thanks miggy for being a challenge..heehee..miggy my dancing buddy..let's not laugh at those who tried for 6 hours..sympathy miggy sympathy..

there was a blurry line between thursday and
FRIDAY

i slept over at frauey's..thanks a bunch : )

browsing through her scrapbooks..i realized that my life isn't well documented..so sad that i have nothing but memories to remind me of the good times..haaay..kaya talaga dapat may cam palagi..see?this is why i'm obsessed with taking pics with camphones..to the point of being annoying..picture! : )

went to the LTO..yey..road rage..here i come! : )

: )

hugs&kisses,

sandina

*Saturday, August 13, 2005

Ever After (Eric Kupper's Beach Mix)

By: Bonnie Bailey
From: Hed Kandi - Beach House 04.04

Three years ago, our journey began
Chasing down this cure, no plan in hand
Just your pulse, my racing guide in the dark
Just knowing with conviction from the start

The moment your eyes made an introduction
I felt my second violent breath of life
Flawless to the point of being godly
Yet I fell hard for your imperfections

And now we're slightly weathered, we're slightly worn (yeah!)
Our hands grip together, eye to eye through the storm, yet
I still believe in ever after with you, yeahhhhh
Cuz life is a pleasure with you by my side,
And there ain't no current in this river we can't ride
I still believe in ever after with you

Nothing compares to the good times
Feels like we're floating, when the rest have to climb
You made me believe in love, and not the perfect kind
A real messy beautiful twisted sunshine

Emotions, volcanic eruptions
We both still care, so we're still alive
Tunnel vision, determination
I want you, I want to make it right

And now we're slightly weathered, we're slightly worn
Our hands grip together, eye to eye through the storm, yet
I still believe in ever after with you, yeahhhhh
Cuz life is a pleasure with you by my side,
And there ain't no current in this river we can't ride
I still believe in ever after with you

You are my twisted sunshine
You are my twisted sunshine

And now we're slightly weathered, we're slightly worn
Our hands grip together, eye to eye through the storm, yet
I still believe in ever after with you, yeahhhhh
Cuz life is a pleasure with you by my side,
And there ain't no current in this river we can't ride
I still believe in ever after with you...

i love Ever After...baby..

[my song forever..and ever and ever..]

*Friday, August 12, 2005

True Love <3

isn't it so perfect??
how beaches are sandy...and how sandy loves beaches...it's corny, i know...but still, it's perfect!!!

i can't put into words my love for the beach...but i know you know how much i do...

you could see me walking around the campuswearing flipflops,shorts and my lovely white beach hat.I even wear my bathing suits under my clothes on wednesdays.and who could forget my "controversial" beach-themed block pic??

i always have to have something to remind me of the beach..other than the love in my heart..like pucca shells and capiz earrings..tropical flowers and straw hats..sun block and citrus perfume..bob marley and summertime tunes..

my lovely henna tatoo..i have one made everytime the old one disappears..yes,i do allot a nifty part of my allowance just for my hennas.."magastos'"..yes..but it keeps my spirits up..makes me smile..and that's important to me..me being able to smile a real smile : )

Haaaaaaayyyyyyyy.....I can't wait to go back....
i swear..
I'm gonna live in hawaii or fiji someday..
in a quaint little nipa hut..
bask in the lovely sunshine..
ride the immortal waves of the glorious sea..

La Vita Bella!

hugs&kisses,

sandy

Lafftreep for my gloomy days : )

Expand Your Vocabulary (Pinoy Style)

1) Contemplate - kulang ang mga pinggan
2) Punctuation - pera para maka-enrol
3) Ice Buko - nagtatanong kung ayos na ang buhok

4) Tenacious - sapatos na pang tennis
5) Calculator - tawagan kita mamaya
6) Devastation - sakayan ng bus
7) Protestant - Tindahan ng prutas
8) Statue - Ikaw ba yan?
9) Tissue - Ikaw nga!
10) Predicate - Pakawalan mo ang pusa
11) Dedicate - Pinatay ang pusa
12) Aspect - Pantusok o pandurog ng yelo
13) Deduct - Ang pato
14) Defeat - Ang paa (ng pato?)
15) Detail - Ang buntot (ng pato?)
16) Deposit - Gripo (Call DIPLOMA if DEPOSIT is leaking)
17) City - Bago mag-utso; A number to follow 6
18) Cattle - Doon nakatila ang Hali at Leyna
19) Persuading - Unang Kasal
20) Depress - Ang nagkasal sa PERSUADING
22) Defense - Ginamit ng mga pangsulat sa kontrata sa PERSUADING
23) It depends - Kainin mo ang bakod
24) Shampoo - Bago mag-labing-isha
25) Delusion - Maluwang

According to www.jobfinder.com
i should be a
a) stand up comedian
b) church minister [of all the people?!]

*Thursday, August 11, 2005

verbose biatch

bitch [bich]
noun (plural bitches)
1.
zoology female dog: a female dog, or the female of another related animal, for example the fox, or another carnivore, for example the ferret
2.
taboo term: a highly offensive term for a woman that describes her as spiteful, quarrelsome, and unprincipled (taboo)
3.
spiteful conversation: a conversation that involves complaining or saying unpleasant things about somebody who is not present (informal)
4.
US complaint: a querulous nagging complaint (slang) (often considered offensive)
5.
something difficult: a difficult thing or situation (slang) (often considered offensive)
That lock’s a real bitch to open.
intransitive verb (3rd person present singular bitches, present participle bitching, past bitched, past participle bitched) (often considered offensive)
1.
be nasty about somebody: to talk about somebody who is not present in an unpleasant or malicious way (slang)
2.
US complain continually: to complain or grumble about something continually
[Old English bicce , perhaps from an Old Norse word]

am i one??

sometimes..i think i am..
i guess the right thing to say is..
i can be one if i want to be..
or if someone forces me to be..
so don't push me ok?? (sorry sa natatamaan..meron dyan..i know)
what's with people nowadays??
like they're trying to piss you off on purpose..
argh..the world's filling up with assholes and airheads..
see???
i'm being a bitch again...
since i'm on a b.f. [white chicks]..
i hate "okrayable" people..trying to speak in english..
why the heck do people say "sorry..la na ME load.." ???
would you people please stop it...
it was cute then..it ain't now..entiendes???
so anyway..
i'm calming down..
i love the world..
i love life..
despite all it's imperfections..

hugs&kisses,

Verbose

Vanity oh vanity

If we talk about sin in terms of vanity,I am the most SINFUL.
I'm dilimgenic, not photogenic.
I look nice, not beautiful.
I like how I look, butI DON'T THINK I'M PRETTY;That's something most people probably don't know.
I take every opportunity to take a good photo because I fear that the opportunity would pass; and I won't look as good the next time.
If you analyze what I've just said, you'd see that I'm actually quite insecure.
I have to have proof that I look nice, 'elst i won't believe it.Insecure and vain; it's complicated and so am I.
The same goes for why I SMILE A LOT : )
You could blame it on the invention of the camera phone, i guess.
It started when my mom got hers and it worsened when I got mine.
How bad?
well, let's just say I had to expand my phone's memory to 128Mb, just for the photos.
My reason for my vanity applies to how i live my life in general.
Makes sense??Think about it;if you want to that is.

hugs&kisses

Sandina

*Tuesday, August 09, 2005

i left early. i don't blame anyone but myself.

i checked out possible venues for our apps party today...
went to katips..[kasi inaaway na ko ni jb..seize the day nigga!!]

one burgundy- trellis+pool 9,000......conference room 6,000..
prince david- 250/ hr......provided that you reside there....so frau?pleasse...
mcdo- 130-200/head.....kaso walang inuman...ano ba yan sandy???tama na!!!
tajma- rent 2,000+5,000 consumable food and drinks..pwedeng may band..
tribu- half the place..10,000 consumable food and drinks..
drews- 20,000 naLANG?? daw for me sabi ni ton...consumable food and drinks..whole place..walang tulugan..24/7 kumbaga..

omg!!!party planner na pala...ay..highschool pa pala..but still...this is a first for college..fun noh???

sana naman mag-cooperate yung ibang apps...ganito naman yung system eh...150-200/app...pero pag-hindi kaya nung iba..magdadagdag yung willing magdagdag[jb!!!hehe..syempre may iba pa..ako at si gaye at si miggy siguro..++]..some are going to compensate for the others ok??ok naman yun diba??tulungan lang..and in the end..sana successful..and super fun!!!

*remind ko lang...sagot natin ang mems..so do the math..

magkakaroon din ng theme sabi ni jb..

me?in favor talaga ko dun sa foam party..wet n wild diba??hehe..suggest themes please..given na yung ...

"willy wonka"
super heroes
no more hawaiian
no more funky disco 70s/80s
drag
all white
bar (mala-TGI Fridays)
foam party
under the sea
mexican
tribal

as for the date......ito palang ang close-to-sure natin..out of all the other aspects of the party.. september 2 or 9....both fridays...at bday pa ni miachael yung isa!!hehe...guess nalang ; )

so anyway..umuwi ako..nagtaxi..traffic..nakatulog ako..at ngayo'y buhay pa naman..typing..God loves me..and i love Him..

hay grabe..ang sakit parin ng mga katawan natin noh??from the bulabugan..grabe..super fun!!!meron nga lang talagang mga bagay na kasama mo na habang buhay..you know what i mean..[tugsh tugsh tugsh 3x cigs]

i'm not ashamed...

oh well!

that's life!!!

hugs&kisses,

Flopped out

*Saturday, August 06, 2005

today in math class

Sadness overcomes me,
In this little room of analysis.
Thoughts of events of days passed,
make me weep inside;
i scream in agony.
my soul mourns over the loss of old and new.
my mind ponders of the whats,
the whys, the whos, and the whens.
tactics, unapplicable;
solutions, null.
why? why? why?
the answer, why not?
so what can i do?,
but let this sadness overcome me.
pray for hopes of a better day.
hopes will suffice now
so that i might smile once again.
Tears, trickling down my face.

hugs&kisses,

Lovesick

*Wednesday, August 03, 2005

SINGLE

eww..ang flewrt ah..

since when??
omg!!!
totoo ba toh??
stirr!!!
hindi noh!!
totoo toh!!
ATLAST : D
ano?? masaya ka na??
oo naman..

TAKE IT EASY BUT TAKE IT

hugs&kisses,

unattatched

*Tuesday, August 02, 2005

what's the wrong anything the matter?

July 29,2005 (monthsary ko pa yan ah)

sandy,Miggy,michael and jai decide to eat dinner at Katips (hindi sa katips restobar or sa pavement ng katipunan ave. ha...wag kang pilosopo)

Mula UP Melchor Hall..nag-drive si manong edner at sila'y bumaba sa cantina..nakita nila doon si enzo,ang pinsan ni sandy na medyo high na. Pinansin ni enzo ang buhok ni michael kaya na-concious tuloy siya at biglang tiningnan ang sarili sa salamin.

"oo nga noh?magulo nga buhok ko...", said michael.

The bunch ate at chiggy's. Sandy bought her food from cantina (enchilada) pero sa chiggy's niya ito kinain kasi kapalmukhs at tigas siya. Actually, napakatagal bago dumating yun order ni sandy, kaya nag-bonding muna ang ating mga bida.

They talked about their views on life. Naging topic of discussion din ang nililigawang assumpsionista ni jai. Itago natin siya sa pangalang..well,wala,para tagong tago di ba?? samantalang si miggy at sandy naman ay nagkaroon ng secret topic of conversation buong gabi....oohh..intriga..

Nasira ang zipper ng bag ni sandy, Kaya the three gentlemen took turns trying to fix it. Una si miggy, ayaw niyang tantanan ang zipper dahil baka mapanaginipan niya ito. sunod si Michael, napikon lang siya sa zipper. Huli si jai...and let's just say hindi na talaga naayos ang zipper ng bag na iyon. salamat pa rin sa pag attempt : )

siyempre habang inaayos yung bag, naguusap naman silang lahat. magmumukha naman silang mga weirdo kung tahimik lang sila at sabik na hinihintay ang pagkaayos ng zipper ng bag.

"ano?inuman tayo?treat ko kayo..pero cheap drinks lang ha.",said sandy.

umoo si michael at jireh. May laman ang bibig ni miggy nung mga panahong iyon kaya nag hand gesture nalang siya. Akala nung tatlo, nagpapahula si miggy o nagchacharades sila, kaya sige hula naman sila. Muntik nang mabulunan si miggy sa ka-ewanang ginawa nung tatlo.

"ano???sinasabi ko lang 1 drink...anong mga one word,two syllables ang pinagsasabi niyo jan??",said miggy.

Change venue.The bunch went to Drew's (a bar behind shakey's that doesn't exist sabi ni frau..kaya sasabihin naming..drew's is our imaginary bar). Pinagmasdan muna nila ang mga bangag na tao doon bago sila umupo. Pay as you order sa drew's, at si sandy ang nanlibre.

unang ininom nila ay orgy. It was served in a little aluminum pail with 4 straws. Ang orgy ay red horse na may halong extra joss...orgy ang tawag dito dahil pag sabay sabay kayong uminom, it resembles an orgy!!!totoo dahil medyo nandiri si sandy habang pinanuod niyang uminom ang tatlo. May pictures yun..ask miggy to show them to you.

As you would recall, sabi ni miggy "one drink". Pero nabitin siya kaya tinuloy pa nila ang pag-inom. Miggy is the boss kasi. Sunod nilang ininom ay GinStraw (hindi yun gin served with a straw..ginstrawberry yun...sabi kasing wag pilosopo eh!!). Served in a pitcher with 4 shot glasses naman. Napaka-creative kasi ng mayari ng drew's (hindi drew ang pangalan niya). Nag confess si jai na 3rd year pa siya last uminom dahil bawal siyang uminom dahil may sakit siya na hindi sakitsakitan lang. Nagworry naman tuloy si sandy..yikee..

Habang nagtotoast at nagchuchug. Humirit si miggy ng, "First time kong ma-feel na college na talaga ako...ano toh?every friday na?inuman...grabe sandy, bininyagan mo kami."

At dun nabuo ang grupo na gigimmick every friday upang i-celebrate ang pagtatapos ng isang nakakapagod na linggo sa UP. May nabasa silang pangalan ng drink sa menu at yun na ang pinangalan nila sa kanilang grupo.

"what's the wrong anything the matter ?"

yan sana ang linyang sasabihin ninyo pag nalasing na kayo..yan din ang pangalan ng grupong ito!!!!

at dahil si sandy ang unang nanlibre..sinuggest ni miggy ang pag take turns sa pagtretreat..at si Miggy ang sunod na manlilibre!!!!!

tuloy tuloy ang tagay...........and they lived happily ever after!!!No end!!

"Tagay na!!!"

see you on the weekends mga chillaxer!!!!!

hugs&kisses,

Sandina